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I Make People Gay?

2008-08-04T21:53:00.000-07:00

This issue just suddenly hit me. People or actually guy celebrity that I like/idolised has the tendency to come out GAY!!!!! well except for one and that's the forever hottie mcHotty..Pete Wentz (whose now happily married to ashlee simpson and having their baby soon!)

Here's the list of doods that I drool over them but turned out gay.....

Bachelor #1

Dave Moffat - The Moffats

Dave Gay Fact : These good-looking dreamy boy is the keyboardist for the
popular boyband, The Moffatts ( a sibling band). Dave,
out of the closet and announced that he's gay in 2001 that
led the famous boyband to a break-up.

Bachelor #2....Stephen Gately - Boyzone

Stephen Gay Fact : In 1999, cute-heartbreaker from boyband
Boyzone admitted that he was gay and at the
age of 23, in love with another fella from
another boyband, Caught In The Act. Three
months into the relationship, they had a
ceremony to commit their love to each
other....INTERESTING!!!!

Next.......Bachelor #3
Lance Bass - N' Sync

Lance Gay Fact: In 2006, Lance finally came out and admit
that he's gay after many speculations by the
paparazzi after seeing him patroning gay bars
and night clubs. He was once dating one half
of the Amazing Race winner Reichen
Lemkuhl.

and finally.....Bachelor #4

Mark Feehily - Westlife

Mark Gay Fact: In what year did Mark announced he's
gay was not mentioned but up to date
is dating fellow artiste from defunct
boyband, V, Kevin McCaid

So let's see, what's the story here? I like these doods and they all turned out GAY, am I like spreading gay germs by idolising these people? hahahaha.

SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU'RE READING THIS...THIS IS A WARNING......DON'T TURN GAY!!!!!!

Lame Ass Joke that I've been cracking A lot...

2008-07-27T22:43:00.000-07:00

What did the Green Grape Said To The Purple Grape?
Breathe You Idiot..Breathe....

What John The Baptist and Winnie The Pooh have in common?
Their middle names.....

What was Tigger doing in the toilet?
Lookin for Pooh (Poo!)

How do you catch a squirrel?
Climb up a tree and act as a NUT

What Makes

2008-07-14T23:05:00.000-07:00

What does it take to be a good better half?

Is it wrong to feel so cozy and comfortable and secure that all you wanna do is hug and him and doze off?

If yes, does it mean that you're sleeping on the job?

I really don't get it....

It is so frustrating sometimes.......

Download downloads and more downloads

2008-06-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

time check...12.10pm on a sunny saturday. Am now at the store waiting for sayang to finish work and at the mean time committing some pirating work that I have been not doing for quite sometime. Hehehe. Well, the songs are not just plainly for my own use okay? Some are for the better half. SOOOO....I am so gaya now, working with 2 lappies at one time. Hehehe

Hey so what's all this complain I get for not updating my blog people? Hahaha.

Sorry ler, you know the lazy bug loves me a lot hehehe though with the Lappie now also I malas. hehehe coz most of the time pirating. Hehehehe

Oh yeah, been in Fly for almost 5 weeks now. Yeah a lot of ups and downs and yeah sure a lot of politics but well I guess all these just resides in human nature...the whole politics thing. Everyone thinks that they are better than anybody else. Hehehe and I'm saying no more. Hrm yeah my work is basically making phone calls. Something that I really don't enjoy doing...REALLY, but to do I would just have to start somewhere right? Still Adam said that he got new assignment for me and that's producing the RUSH HOUR with Julz and Prem. Gawd! Now that's something real big. I don't know I can handle it or not but yeah its a great chance to learn.

At the same time, just wanna let you people know that I guess there's this germ running around infecting people. Even my SPARTAN got sick. He never gets sick, and now he's not feeling to good. Plus I have 2 sick people at home too. So, take care people!

You know it's so weird. I still remember there's this guy that I used to like...hrm more like crush on him that kind...He messaged me that day and said that he was at this photoshoot and then suddenly thought of that time when I had dinner with him in Italiannies and asked if I was in for another makan session with him there. Hahaha I thought and I was like laughing to myself. I still remember back then I was like dropping heavy hints I was interested in him but well I guess I just wasn't his cup of tea. Thinking about it really makes me laugh.

But no worries I guess my Spartan had come and picked me up at the right time. Hahaha...come to think of it, I do have an Italiannies session with Sayang before we were together. I still remember that time it was a day after my snatch theft case. Was crying like shit the whole night and when I called him he cracked me a joke that I cannot stop laughing. The conversation was agak agak like this:

Sayang(then was not yet lar):
Can you don't cry?

Me:
(crying like mad)
How to don't cry? I just got robbed. Damn sakit hati okay?

Sayang:
Come I tell you one joke.

Me:
What?

Sayang:
Bunga apa warna hitam

Me:
Errr?

(after quite a lot of crappy tries inclusive of black rose)

Sayang:
I give you the answer.

Me:
What's that

Sayang:
Bunga tayar....

There was like a 10 seconds of silence then I broke into laughter. Hahaha. Then he also took the chance and say "I'm bringing you out for one day of fun". I was like no need lar but he insisted so, I let him bring me out the whole day. We had lunch at Italiannies the one at the Garden's and hehehe was a total gentleman. Made the orders and also Cheesecake for dessert that I obviously cannot finish. Then we just hang out at starbucks and I let him watch Achmed and also intro him to Happy Tree Friends. Dinner he brought me to 1U and had TGIF. I only know I spend a lot of his money that day, on food.

Thinking back really puts a smile on my face. I love my sayang so much and trying my best to be the best for him. Hope he notices. Sayang I love you.

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Wah...a long entry...hehehehe

Happiness!

2008-06-18T19:24:00.001-07:00

Ultimate happiness~!

Why?

I have a new Lappie! and and it's a pinkl color Sony Vaio. hehehe chun right? Everybody says that!

Seriously, I need to thank my sayang for being able to cut this deal for me. MUAX! love him so much.

Been awhile...

2008-06-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

oh, its been so long since i blogged. oh well what can I say. Life's been pretty hectic for the last 3 weeks.

i've finaly started my intern at FLY Fm and everything seems to be going great except for a few stuffs that i naturally hate doing ESP MAKING PHONE CALLS.

been given the chance to learn a lot of stuffs but at the same time, i found out which friends that are willing to help and also friends who are like you know, finally know their true colors. Some though they treat you super good and you have been helping come to when you need a helping hand. It's impossible from them. To friends who were there throughout my whole 3 weeks so far. thanks you guys made my day.

at the same time, got a lot of reality check lar you know. sometimes things just aren't the way it seems. people that i know that i respect fondly and appreciate sometimes just have hidden characters that are ugly. no use being so nice sometimes. people, people. don't start to backstab....remember...KARMA. anyways, no use pretending to be a genuine person when you are not at all. and sometimes people, let it go, there are much more people who are better than you out there so if you wanna be as good. TRY HARDER!

life is like a learning process and sometimes i can't help but to agree with my other half that says "don't be too nice to people, they'll never remember".

oh well let those negative thoughts melt away.

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hahaha, lately i've been pretty happy. happy with almost 85% of my life..except for stuffs above. may be the effect from the exercise that i have been doing lately. Well like the wise words of elle woods from legally blonde "exercise gives you endorphines, endorphines makes you happy, happy people just don't kill their husbands. Hahahaha.

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on other updates, my other half will be playing football for his company in Singapore this saturday, poor me. don't get to see him for 24 hours. KILLS. but still, football is his passion and i support him all the way. thought it will be a weekend but i couldn't be there cause one: we still are keeping things low though it seems many have known and also two: didn't expect it was a weekend and thins were just too soon to make any arrangements for me. i don't wanna be tagging along and he has to care for me and couldn't concentrate. no matter what it is, my moral and loving support will be with him all the way.
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closing this chapter for the mean time. =)

Surviving

2008-05-03T21:10:00.000-07:00

Call me crazy but the past few weeks, I have been avidly visiting CNN.com and as well as other news source websites and founf out that news all over the world is very interesting and are worth reading. Just, I came across this interesting late-individual (he already passed on) featured on the news. This particular individual is Sgt. Merlin German of the U.S Marine.

He is a survivor of a bomb blast while being posted in Iraq. according to sources, his Humvee then in 2005, hit a roadside bomb and it blowed the veh

icle with him inside of it. He suffered 97% of burnt on his body but yet he survived till 11th April 2008 due to complications from his surgery to further his recuperation.

He looked like this.

If you ask me, it takes a lot of courage and faith to actually want to continue living in this condition. Going through all that pain. I wouldn't be able to take it. Surgery after surgery. This particular marine also started a cause called Merlin's Miracle in aid of burnt children and their families to help them go through tough time.

I feel that this particular Marine has definitely be a great inspiration to many people and to those who browse through my blog, do go google "miracle marine" and read up on this outstanding individual.

So, what about you? Given you be in his shoes. Would you live on or choose the other road?

Finally something to RANT about

2008-04-30T01:48:00.000-07:00

Hi-dee-ho people I know.

Finally, I got the time to sit down and type something. Hahaha partially also because finally there's something for me to talk about.

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INTERNSHIP

Today, I went for my internship interview at Fly FM. The most heart wrecking day of my life. Hahaha. Heart wrecking on the way there 'coz I was late. And you know what happen when you spell late, you're not on time. BAD first impression. I was cursing and swearing my whole way there. Was 5 minutes late by the time I parked my car at the road side, ILLEGALLY! but oh well, never mind. Couldn't run as I was in my 4 inch platform. Walking was already a struggle, running?

Reached the building, made my way straight up to the office..(I knew where was it because I went there to collect my freebies before)...I passed the first security door, but the next one, I was like...SHIT! how do I get in? Luckily, Betty, the girl I was suppose to meet was going in and PHEW! Saved. She asked me to wait and I ended up sitting there (having nervous breakdown most of the time) for approximately 20 minutes before, Hani, the interviewer came up to me and say Hi.

Entered the "torture" chamber. Actually thought so torture chamber but once I got in, I was in AWE! Her office was filled with a large range of CD of everybody who's anybody from A-Z to compilations. And it was in crimson red with loads of signed posters.....COOL. I was like a little girl at the candy shoppe eyeing all those good stuff.

And well, she as me to INTRODUCE myself so I did but I guess most of the time I sounded I was trying to prove how big of a listener of Fly.

Said that I was one of those very enthusiastic ones she had seen so far and so she's putting a high expectation on me. And I've been notified that my MENTOR is Adam Zain aka ADAM BOY(wanna know who is him? click here). And if possible they might let me work on the morning show too. Happening eh? I starting to love what I'm about to experience.

Hopefully if they are willing to take me in then, I will think of leaving Starbucks and concentrate @ Fly. But still I want to be a coffee master first before I go.

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I guess that's it. Come back when I have more.

GAWD!

2008-04-09T01:02:00.000-07:00

Oh my gawdness-gracious. It's been a month since i blogged. So much cobweb to clear....hehehehe. Oh well time for updates.

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Coming to an end....

So you wonder, what's coming to an end? Hahaha. It's actually my study semester, I'm entering my final year in June and kick-starting with my industrial attachment. Don't know where I'm going yet but....hopefully (keeping fingers crossed is ***.**) hhahahahahaha. Keep guessing.

I thought I'm so going to suck in most of subjects this semester but found out actually not bad. Lots of common sense and all those late nights turn out to be fruitful after all.

I know...its no good all those late nights. I will try my best to not procratinate anymore. That has been my resolution for like dam long ady bt until nw it was never fulfilled. but anyways, some late nights were with an extra motivator. Thanx baby for being there!

Exams shall be in another 2 weeks and from tomorrow onwards shall be my prep time for war. To face those evil looking exam booklets.hahahaha.

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Relationship with *********

Things are going great. Little little fights are going on sometimes but I guess its a way to make us love us more. Most of it was initiated by my own cow of an attitude. Both of us are kind of strng headed and have temper. But we are learning. For us, everyday is a new day. Plus, a getaway is planned soon so we can have all the time in the world for ourselves. :)

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Working at STARBUCKS

Working life is hectic. Having to balance it between schoolwork, its a hard juggling session for me but I guess I'm learning to handle it. And hopefully is handled well.

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Life @ large

Generally, things are great there were some downs on the way here but let forget about shitty stuff and only remains those that are memorable. I guess that's all for the mean time.

A happiness that must be suppressed.

2008-03-11T20:42:00.000-07:00

I'm happy. Very very happy indeed. Someone has appeared in my life and is pouring all his love into mine. I love him a lot too. And I am so happy that everything happened.

But our happiness must only be supressed to ourselves at the mean time as being together may put some important things in our life on hold.

Baby, I just want you to know that I love you loads.

- Love you -

Boring-ness equals to this~Just pics

2008-03-03T03:15:00.001-08:00

I'm back!

2008-03-03T02:17:00.000-08:00

God....it's been ages since i last blogged. I think my macha even took me off his connecting list as I was lazy to update it. Hehehe.

Well can't blame it leh, I'm a lifeless fella who's only about work and study now. I barely have time to update my dearest bloggie.

So many things happen lately. A lot of good things but one major disaster.

The Good~~~~~

1. I love my three friends, Joveena, David and Shah.

2. I Love my life as a Barista

3. Things are getting better

4. I am blogging and there's a celebrity in da house.

~hahaha~

*lightning strikes*

The Bad~~~~~

I GOT SNATCH THEFT!!!!!!!!

Lost my wallet....my ic....my licence....and most importantly....MY $$$. *sob sob*

but still......

My pals were there for me, especially Joveena, David and Shah.

Love em loads. They spent a lot of days trying to keep negative things of my mind.

So practically it was one bad thing but yet a lot of fun stuffs happen followed by.

here are some pics to depict the moment.

Okay, last saturday we went to the Starbucks clearance sale. Me, Jo and Shah. hehehe, On the way back, was sleepy and so I slept but not knowing Shah would snap me while I'm sleeping. Wanna see how pig I look? Brace yourself!

Hahaha Snoring away.......

We also went for a game of pool @ 1U and I sucked at it. Ended up only Jo, Shah and David played while i stood and i snap. Hehe

Look out~!

2008-02-03T00:25:00.001-08:00

wah look at my previous post.

so many spelling mistakes....

so cool....hahahaha

lame~~~~

Let's be me and MOAN....

2008-02-03T00:02:00.000-08:00

Sunday, 3rd of February 2008...4pm.

Me on the verge of reputing and tired.

CNY is like 4 days away and finally i took the initiative to move and clean my room. I've upside down it and found a lot of money.....hahaha FOR REAL~! I am approximately RM 5 richer. HEHE.

Ok like i said earlier i am a person who is very simple statisfied and now that i am working 5 bux is not easy to earn okay?

Oh yeah back to room cleaning, and then i founf some old pics. And there was this one which i took together with Swee Kee. Ahhh~ good old days. I miss him so much..... No tears are about to be trickled for i know he's doing great in the hands of The MAN.

Let's move on....

Found some pictures when i was younger also...i think form 3? OMG i was HUGE~!!!!!!!

I'm glad that time was over and now i know how to control my makan time a bit. But lately there was a lot of late nights @ William's so...I'm praying hard I can masuk into my CNY baju. If not, I can always blame it on David Lee Lip Choon. Bwahahahaha.

This past Tuesday, was out hanging with Bryan, Wai Kit and Kevin. The four disastrous human from 5 fikir gathering reminiscing on old times. On how teachers loved and hated us...how we prank our teachers and how Wai Kit has this one heck of a stomach that cries for food every one hour.

The tiga sekawan pulak parted their ways for CNY with Joveena being back in Kuantan since yesterday and David on his way back to Penang now. I gotta rot here until Wednesday then only I'll be going back to Taiping. Oh my dear Macha's who are out in training...when will you all be back? Uni is so "exciting" without you guys......

Work is fun but still our new store is very quite. Hrm..i think i need to go on photo taking spree later and blog on Jaya 1.

Ok stop here 1st....

Chow Chow~

Boring Ol' Me

2008-01-24T18:05:00.000-08:00

It's 10.11am and here I am in uni.

I'm so friggin bored till the extend I had 2 breakfast and now I have to skip lunch.

Was dead tired from yesterday 8 hour cleaning up of Jaya One till the extend I missed again another session of Fly FM Campur Charts which this time they have Silent Scream and Frequency Cannon.

University is getting stale. I don't know why I made that comment. Maybe there's just no more hunks for me to look around anymore *laughs*

A news came to a hit in the head for me yesterday morning when the death of hottie hunk Heath Ledger was announced. I was bloody shocked~!

God Damn it he's only 28?

Ugh suddenly I felt like a BLONDE.

Please excuse the blonde moment.

Oh god. Running out of things to say. Better shut up already.

I have great people around me.

2008-01-14T17:40:00.000-08:00

Call me simple or a plain Jane But I'm just that damn easily satisfied with the little things that happen in life.

I found out that my move to work at Starbucks actually brought to me a whole bunch of blessings. Great blessings that come in form of good friends. Especially this three human being. JoJo (Joveena), David "chun" (Choon), and also big brother Shah. I tell you they have been the light of my life since the start of the new year.

Jo, David 'n' I are the 3 musketeers, well like what David said, I just pop out from no where and filled up the empty space. The 3 of us just click so well, in fact we click so well even since the first time we met each other. We have almost the same thinking and mind set, we love almost all things similar and to top it all of, the specialty of the 3 of us is we are all born just 2 years apart. What a pattern eh?

Hahaha. I'm just damn glad.

Oh yeah my results are out. Not that convincing though? A (B+) for my public speaking? That's just pure crappiness. But all in all i still maintain my 3.00 CGPA which I'm quite glad. But still knowing the fact I cannot have anymore C's in the coming semester adds tension to this semester. I vow to do good and I hope for one time. I'm able to do what I set to do. Well, I'm just so easily distracted. But then again, I'm foreseeing a very happening semester ahead.

It may involve a lot of laughter and most probably fist-fights (NOT LITERALLY) and blood-shed (AGAIN....NOT LITERALLY) but I think it's just going to be really great.

Happy New Year.

2008-01-03T18:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE~!

i know it's like the 4th day already but yeah. It's pretty much still new eh? hahaha.

well i want to take this time and review a bit about 2007 (the good and the bad) and as well makes some new year's resolution for 2008. hehehe.

...::2007::...

The good( at no arrangements of importance ):

1. Aunty Mable's won Blast Off! Season 3
2. Met a wonderful guy~!...(but not attached to him)
3. Aced my Copywriting paper. Yea man, I own my Mr.Zach's subject
4. Officially a barista @ Starbucks
5. Made a wonderful bunch of friends at uptown 2 starbucks
6. Got to know a lot of wonderful people
7. Two bestie's left for overseas to continue their studies...SO PROUD of em'
8. Earned my first RM 400.
9. Took of my braces
10. slowly recovering from my mild depression
err......there's more actually but let's start with the bad now....

The bad

1. crashed my car twice in a year
2. lost my laptop
3. still being a total procratinator
4. a nervous wreck when THE BOSS is around

ahah~! and i thought there's going to be more bad than good but anyways.....

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

1. Hit 70 mp/h by the end of the year (baseball)
2. Mr. Ehem and I actually work out
3. No more procrastinating
4. Get better grades
5. Get my ass over to Hong Kong
6. Let's see try to make it as a store coffee master?

hahaha yeah this sounds good enough for me but the most importantly is to enjoy the rest of the year because i'll be turning 21~!

Check out these videos.

2007-12-29T10:09:00.000-08:00

30 seconds to mars - from yesterday (short version)
-something different and original-

30 seconds to mars - from yesterday (full and complete version part 1)

30 seconds to mars - from yesterday (full and complete version part 2)

faber drive - tongue tied

green day - minority
-i pledge allegience to the underworld~!-

An update~!

2007-12-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

Ka-ching-a-bells....Ka-ching-a-bells....hahahaha...and hohoho. MERRY CHRISTMAS all me people~! Wazzup...wazzup....

Gosh it's been a month since i blogged. I think i very much have to strip myself of the self-proclaimed title of an avid blogger. Teehee.

For the past months not much happenings but still happening indeed. I finally got a part-time job. As a barista at Starbucks. Oh well, some people say, "aiya, what so great? making coffee only what?". Hey at least I'm enjoying my Starbucks experience. And if you think that Starbucks is all just about making coffee, you are oh so wrong.

Made plenty of new friends as well, and yeap i know how to make latte's and caramel macchiato's hahaha but my cappucino......? a bit...under-whelming.

Currently at uptown 2 but will be moving to jaya 1 soon enough. but still i love my current partners at uptown 2 so much that i a bit sayang wanna leave. *sobs*

oooO~this reminds me, i'm having my barista certification on thursday and yet i did not touch much of my bar. I think i'm gonna fail....scared.

ugh...actually i wanna write more but again my attention got shifted so will write again soon...i think....and something with more subtance. HAH~!

Oh~What the heck?

2007-11-26T17:02:00.000-08:00

It's 9.03am.

And I'm blogging?

Yeah. That's the reality.

Am currently at the University "oh-so-not-cold-to-the-bones" computer lab, typing away

Life's been pretty much filled with mediocrity. Nothing exciting.

But then, last Friday, My bestie, Camilla and I went for a back-to-back movie marathon with one movie after another. Watched Stardust and Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium.

Hrm...both sound kiddish but yeah~ it was great.

Stardust was a great interpretation of a fairy tale love story with pinches of humor here and there. In it, we've can see the comeback of Claire Danes into the silver screens after quite sometime (I think?) and also the introduction of a new star; Charlie Cox (man, I gotta admit it, he is FINE~!). Before this he did made a small debut in casanova ( no wonder he looks familiar....?)

Am not going to do a review because I'm never great at it but to my male friends yang sudah berpunya, bring ur loved one to go and watch. Guaranteed NICE~!

*this message has been approved by Lynzie D' Slump and Camilla Chee*

And because of Stardust, I went to Borders and checked out the books/comic by Neil Gaiman. Looks interesting but quite costly.

The second movie we've watched was Mr. Magorium Wonder Emporium. Hrm....my only reaction after the show was...."Uhhh, was that it?".

I was at the hype to know what was going to happen next when the screen turned black and the bottom said "sarikata disediakan oleh"......

I guess the movie could not be done as well as it could have been because the original story itself is quite long. I didn't quite enjoy this session though, because the bloody asshole sitting next to me kept shaking his legs. I wonder if he has fleas? That's why he's shaking so much.

*humph* nevermind.

okay...just been bothered by an unwanted person and got to leave now. Hrm...anyways i ran out of words already.

Disappointment.

2007-11-25T17:05:00.000-08:00

I can't help it but to feel very disappointed with our fellow Malaysians for the past one month. First it was the Bersih rally which caused a big havoc and yesterday, barely 24 hours ago, another rally was being held by the Hindraf calling for the rights of the Indians.

I really don't understand why people are always dissatisfied with what they have and already achieved. Especially in this case, where they say they are not given the proper rights. I don't know much about the whole situation and hopefully someone can actually lecture me on it as I really don't want to see a country which I love so much come crumbling down.

From what I read from the papers, many conveyed their dissatisfaction by the way they are being treated but look around. I have friends who are Indians and are doing so well. One is in an Ivy league institution in US, one will be flying off to US, one is pursuing her Law degree here and soon to be leaving for London, and one even studying Biotech in one of the prestiguous colleges in KL. They all are doing great so why the dissatisfaction?

It's just like the saying, No REAL work & effort, No REAL money and success.

Where's the sense of compassion in our Malaysians? Why the heck all this happen only after the 50th Merdeka celebration. I don't see why we need to celebrate Merdeka if even the simplest thing of keeping the country at peace also we cannot do it.

If poverty is the main issue, no particular race is said to be not burdened by this issue.There are poor Chinese, there are poor Malays, even worst, has anybody actually thought of our friends over in Sabah and Sarawak staying in the inlands not having enough food and electricity and education? They are even at a poorer condition if you ask me. I know as I use to have friends who need to travel 2 days back to their home when they were selected for National Service training.

At times, I just feel that, human should not be so smart and so educated because from all this we have thought about greed and our mind are always corrupted with the things we do not have and cannot have and unnecessary wants. Not NEED.

Saying uncivilised people in the ancient days are hooligans? Why not try looking at the videos you can find online and determine, who's the hooligan.

Hey ho~

2007-11-22T05:18:00.000-08:00

heidy ho~

been sometime since i blogged here. errrr...okay to be very frank, bwahaha, i was busy blogging at the YouthMalaysia.com blog. But wait....I only blogged twice there, I think is because for the past one week I was busy finishing the website assignment. Finally, NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS...Let's Celebrate~!!!

OKay, but let's recap what the slump has been doing for the past week....hrm....

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Think hard...

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Thinking harder

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Bang~!

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Err... no idea. *blank*

I guess most of the time I was hitting the books. Hahahaha. So let's just shut up about right now and come back when I have something better to say.

Just Pictures....Part 2.

2007-11-18T00:37:00.000-08:00

Hehehe, ever since my friends from Hong Kong dropped by, my appetite came back. I'm now always asking for food. OMG I'm so gonna look like a cow soon. Hahaha. Am about to load some foodalicious pix here so...start drooling....

*start to drool from here onwards*

~thank you~
(hahaha)

*ahem please excuse the poor quality*
-Bachelor No.1-
One wonderful claypot of curry fish head from kepong happy city food court

-Bachelor No.2-
One plate of super-dee-super "geng" hot (as in spicy) serving of grilled ikan pari (stingray) Thai style

Sideline: That day when stoopid management from Tropiq Bangsar called to cancel off my event, my friends intro me to this place called Naili's @ Uptown. Not bad actually.

-the restaurant setting (part of it)-

-Bachelor No.3-
Naili's Beef Stroganoff
* ermm don't know correct spelling a not but hehehehe. It sounds russian.*

-Bachelor No.4-
Naili's Nasi Lemak Rendang
(man behind the nasi lemak? : None other than....ALVIN LIM a.k.a Melayu Sesat)

-Bachelor No.5-
Urrgh...I kind of forgotten the name. It's some sort of fried rice

-Bachelor No.6-
All the way from Mexicano....A burrito.

When my friends from Hong Kong came, we brought them to Asia Cafe for dinner and *phew* they ordered so much food~!

*table full of food*
P.S --> there's more actually

They were there way soonner before me so I don't exactly know what they ordered but was able to catch a few pics before everyone chomp off everything. *haha*

-Bachelor No.7-
"Xiao Long Pao". Translation: Little bamboo cage dumpling???? *laughing herself*

-Bachelor No.8-
some sort of fried dumplings

-Bachelor No.9-
Fried spring rolls?

-Bacholerette No.1-
Sumin's customized vegetarian char kuey teow

Those were the food that we ordered at Asia Cafe.

Just yesterday, my family and I headed off to Sunway for steamboat and we tried out this new one right opposite Yuen Steamboat (the ever so famous one) and realise this one's good too. We took the Soya soup and the Taiwanese "Ma Lat" soup. It was great. The choices of stuff to throw in may not vary too much but it's good enough for me.

Okay....I'm hungry now. Time for dinner~!

Just Pictures....

2007-11-14T01:48:00.000-08:00

been taking some photos for the few days and thought just to load it up and share with you guys.

hrmss...thinking about it...some pics are actually sometime back BUT oh well just enjoy.

*WARNING*
- A LOT OF VAIN & SYIOK SENDIRI MOMENT BUT DEFINITELY NOT CAM WHORING-
P.S -> WHO THE HECK CAME OUT WITH DA TERM CAM WHORING ANYWAYS??

-VAIN ALERT!!!-

- WHEN IT'S ABOUT LOCAL MUSIC, I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR-

- LUV THIS PIC-

-GIMME A CRISIS AND I'LL START LOOKING LIKE THIS-

-penang, dancers, hong kong, and kl leos @ the anny dinner-

- me and uni mates were at Naili's the other day and the decor lamp looked nice-

-view of KL from look out point in Ampang-

- the 2 ultimate spot for "dinner-for 2" @ bonton, KL-

-ermmm actually been working on this post for like 3 days now...but can't seem to complete it. Hrm....let's start another one....haha

Time after time

2007-11-12T17:24:00.000-08:00

tick...tock....tick..tock.....

the sound of my watch ticking in my head. It's 9.26am and I'm in the computer in the university multi-tasking. Hahaha meddling both with blogging and facebook and sleeping (*I can't help it, it;s cozy and I'm deprived of sleep*).

been a real car wreck these past 2 days having only reached home really "early" in the morn. Friends from Hong Kong are here thus was busy taking them around KL to places that not only they haven't been to yet but even myself.

2 nights before we were at RUUMS. OMG, the crowd there, one word -- "LALA-NESS". So many young kids there I tell you. Tops I give some of them was at the age of 17 years. But it was also fun, getting to observe how people behave in clubs. Oh yeah was there with Hong Kong friends because they want to compare how different is it with those in Hong Kong.

Ok. Tired of referring my Hong Kong friends as Hong Kong friends. They are Henry, Mandy & Joey (twins) and Hong.

Henry's a radio therapist, Mandy's a kindy teacher, Joey's into business and hahaha this is the highlight.....Hong's a Hong Kong POLICEMAN! *wah* Lynzie's drooling....(*hunk alert*)

Yes, I'm not afraid to admit, Hong is a hunk. He's only 22 but he's like so tall and built and nice. *Geesh* too bad he ain't Malaysian and I ain't no Hong Kee.

Most of the time we were food hunting and yes I think I put on some pounds.

Henry left on Sunday and Joey and Mandy left yesterday. Wasn't able to really say goodbye to them because I got to be at Sg.Long running publicity and promotion for my YouthMalaysia.com project.

Hong's leaving later though, no matter what I'm going to rush over to see him leave *tear*..(haha..=P)

We went balls whacking as well yesterday, hit em' some few good balls but hahaha Hong was better. Well being a policeman does has his perks eh? OK, some other was there as well....(William, Alan, W.Hong, W.keong).

After today, I'll be busy with YouthMalaysia.com thingy and also job at starbucks.

hrm, my whole entry sounds a bit dillusional eh? hahaha yeah writing this like half awake. Haven't yet go get my caffeine fix.

Bwahaha. As per usual how can a a coffee addict function without HER coffee?

All that's not so well ends well!

2007-11-10T22:07:00.000-08:00

hey ho people.......

my quote for today : "All that's not so well, ENDS well~!"

Been a busy week, and yesterday was Leo Club of KL Central's 30th Anniversary celebration and though it was not a huge party and all....I'm glad that everyone was there to support despite the whole riot/rally that was causing massive jam the whole entire day.(which very much did not affect me at all).

The whole program flow was okay...it did not really follow what was supposedly proposed but like i said, things always happen for a reason and most importantly, everyone was having great fun.

Would really like to thank Banana, Wendy, M.Lin, Max, Hou and my brother Nick for being able to make time and help us perform an opening dance which was great enough to get the attention of Ivan Yap and now they're invited to perform in Sg. Wang during world AIDS day!

Also to Mr.Doubtful, Joshua Foong for coming in the last minute. Called him doubtful because he was so worried about the whole riot thing. He performed great and many adored him.

Also to my Lions, Lion Javern & Lion Cassie for coming around the last minute and save our day!

Lion Ben as well, travelled all the way from JB and offered me the emcee job in next year's Leo forum in JB.

*does that mean I gotta still be in the club for the next year?* BUMMER

ok let's forget that part hahaha..but most importantly we made enough money to support our Kepong home project~!

~sigh~ of relief.

I'm going to take a break.....whoops!

oh yeah yst after the event we went to look out point.

*pictures will soon be posted*

Tragedy & Comedy...Literally.

2007-11-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

When I thought everything was finally going well with me, I got a kick in the ass and went tumbling down the hill. But I always believe, for everything that happened it is for it's own reason and I come to realize some bad things are just there to make things better.

Well, just to briefly tell you what happen. My Leo Club's 30th Anniversary was suppose to be done in this "RestoBar" called TropiQ in Bangsar. I found the place quite attractive so I've decided to check the place out with everyone from the club. Almost everyone said okay to the venue so we made proper arrangements and even paid the 50% deposit.

But then yesterday, the manager of the venue just gave me brief phone call and said that he would need to cancel off our event (like as if I had a choice) as there's no electricity problem and also short of staff due to Deepavali. I was like.....(stoned for the next 30 seconds).....before I let out a cry that shocked everyone around me.

So we were in crisis, I was so stressed up again and yes I broke down. Luckily friends was there to make everything better. (Cammy, Ed, Alvin, Banana, Felicia, Wendy, Amanda..you guys rock~!) They teman me and search for a new venue.

But before we went scouting, we were waiting for Edmond to finish meeting so, a bunch of us (banana, alvin, wendy, felicia, and I) was sitting down discussing about hrm.....SEX. The conversation started with how pregnant ladies can just "lose" their babies into the toilet bowl while doing their "business" to sex positions and high class pornography. We were laughing so hard at times. Lucky the campus was empty and the foyer was only us and the malay security guard. Felicia who's the oldest in the group was so surprised that we all knew more than her.
(People, we know more, does not mean we did it before...~!!!!)

After that, we went to Uptown where there's this beach-surfing inspired restaurant which is quite nice. The food is fairly good and cheap. But the best is the setting. I love it there but just too bad they couldn't cater to the needs of the event.

When later, WK, Kenn & William joined us, we headed off to BON TON in KL where, we've finally decided to have the dinner there. A use-to-be disco turned into a magnificent classy restaurant providing fusion style cuisine. The setting was great~! I hope things are turning good.

Now while I'm blogging, thinking about it, I don't know why I got so stressed up in the first place when even though with one screwed up matter, so many happy things happened. Hrm....I have to learn to look at the bigger picture.

*Yawns*

Actually there's more to write but it's already 1.40am and I need to start early tomorrow morn so....I'll just stop here for the meantime. I'll upload pics into this entree the next round.

Goodbye October...Hello November!!!

2007-11-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

Been 5 days since i last blogged and things been going quite smoothly and happy for the slump but of course at times the occasional bumps on the way.

Last Wednesday, I was informed by YouthMalaysia.com that our team were through to the finals and we're in the top 15. Our idea a.k.a Joel's idea (Boss of YouthMalaysia) are selected and we are set to attempt for the Largest Youth Picture Collage in Malaysia. It is where we go around campuses and as well as public areas with lots of youth (ages 18-25) to take their picture together with a message that they want to say as Malaysian Youths then we would need to garner the sponsorship to our event so that it can be highlighted during the Youth Exhibition next year. So youngsters out there. Come and support us if you can. For more info contact ME.

Hahahah highlight was the week was me winning four movie passes to watch "30 days of night" through Fly FM - It's all about the music!. I was busy sms-ing in in hopes that I can get the passes and YES!!! she succeeds!!!!....Steve called me and I was like....stunned. But hahaha go nuts after that..yay! So who wants to go watch 30 days with me?

Also that finally the club event we got all the sponsors we need. Don't want to elaborate more but am just happy that things are okay finally and at least working before I leave. I don't want to leave bestie, WK alone to fend for the club but, I just got to do what's right for me.

Okay enough of it before I get all emo again. Ha Ha Ha~

Weng called last night just to catch up on Malaysia but then wasn't able to talk too long because it's not cheap calling from UK after all. It's lucky that technology people came up with SKYPE and now we can talk and kepoh for free!

In a blink of an eye, another week has passed and I'm into week 4 of my semester. Starting to feel the pressure.

But anyways, I've been actively involved with the kitchen. Always cooking up some crayzee recipes. Today again I made the caramel pudding and this time I've got plenty. SOOOOO...anyone's who's lucky who drop by my blog and see this entree post a shout out at my kepoh! corner...and you'll get to taste it...=D

oh yeah...let's leave everyone a food for thought, it's a quote i found yesterday:

~Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome~

This is my now...

2007-10-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

Many may not know this but I've been suffering from mild depression for sometime now and yeah I'm coming into the light about this issue of mine.

But at the meantime I'm proud to say that I'm slowly overcoming this problem and I see my life in a more positive way now. Thanks to help from friends who help me realize all this and now finally I'll be able to slowly pick up where I left my studies and friends and most importantly life.

Sad to say, I've done some things to hurt myself before (yeap, I was that screwed up) and I'm no proud of it. But definitely I would say I learned from all the things that has happened to me before this and I love the way I am now, loving and accepting all my positive traits and imperfections.

Being 20 do help me realize certain things in life and I'm proud that it happened. (Hahaha yeah making a big fuss about being 20!)

I really don't know how to express myself but all I can say, I think the bubbly and happy-go-lucky Lynzie is coming back. No more tears and fears all the time.

There's this song from the recent American Idol where Jordin Sparks won and it became her first single. The lyrics are great and I think it does portray my current situation. Very inspiring. Take a listen from my page's Random Bits. Here are the lyrics to the songs that I will leave you to ponder on....

"This Is My Now"
by Jordin Sparks
(American Idol 6)

There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid

I thought I’d reached the end.
Baby, that was then.
But I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I had to decide.
Was I gonna play it safe?
Or look somewhere deep inside,
Try to turn the tide.
Find the strength to take that step of faith?

This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I have a courage like never before, yeah.
I settled for less, but I’m ready for more.

Ready for more…

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.

This is my now.
This is my now.

A small achievement....

2007-10-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

Bwahahaha, Lynzie's feeling very contented...=D

She marched into the kitchen today and decided to make dessert for everyone...and she chose to make....CARMELLE.

It's a pudding like dessert that you can always see Doreamon and Nobita eating in the comic.

So who wants to try? Mom and Dad including the Disaster (my bro) gave two thumbs up....=)

Pissed off up to an unrecognisable level.

2007-10-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

OMG, I am pissed up to an unrecognisable level. Today was the first time in my life that I actually walked out from a classroom during lecture.

Call me emo but imagine being in the class where 85% from 99 people in the are busy broadcasting their lives while the lecturer was lecturing. The class was like one bee hive only 100 times worst.

Ugh, oh the headaches getting to me now. Class ending in another hour.

Charmed and a little bit conned-ish on a Wednesday.

2007-10-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

Ahhh~ it was raining....the alarm was going off at 5.45am. Hrm...place it into snooze and the next moment I heard my mom screaming "OI, don't need go Uni izzit?"

Damn, sweet sweet sleep interrupted. Zombiefied...woke up...run the usual morning routine and headed off to Uni.

Traffic was congested today, well it was raining and it's Malaysia...DUH!

Class was great with Ms. Ilma but with no caffeine fix in the morn. I wasn't giving 100% in class. But still, 10.30am came and school is now off-session. Hahahaha. Was crapping with Cammy & Ed when Ryo messaged and said it's movie day. Teehee.

Waited till 2.30pm then we met up at 1U. Most of the movies this week is either we've watched it or we would die from boredom watching it. So we picked this Japanese horror flick, "Apartment 1303".

Aduhai, I thought I will be quite freaked out but ended up the whole horror movie became a comedy. Alrighty there Mr. Director, your horror flick just got turned into a laughing stock by around 2 dozens of young Malaysian today.

I find it more like an alien invasion thingy towards the end rather than horror and the supposedly scary moment were so fast I was like "what happened". I think if *ehem* lecturer Dr....*whoops* Mr. Beh sees this film he is going to due that bloody director for coming out with such a piece of work. Hahaha.

Before movie, lunch was in the itinerary. But that was also after balls whacking session at the batting cages. OMG, I suck today. Cannot even hit one ball. So memalukan. Ryo pulak syiok-syiok 45 balls whacking all the way. He's learning fast. Hahaha.

Oh yeah talking about lunch, we went to CHARMS. For me it's again! hehehe. This time we ordered the thing that I nampak when I first visited, the Lamb Charmers. *Drooling all over keyboard*

I also tried the glutinous rice ball in soya bean...It was not bad but I think the they use the glutinous balls from the supermarket packaging.

The lamb charmers and rice ~! YUMM

-Couldn't get a nice angle....the nice angle was with Ryo- XD

-The glutinous rice ball in soya milk-

Tarot Reading for today.

2007-10-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

Recently got myself a facebook account and added the Tarot cards application to my page. Call me superstitious but what it says for me today does make me even more certain about the action I'm about to take.

Strength

Strength is a card of courage, determination and inner might. You are in a position to deal with whatever comes your way. You have reached a position of influence and no longer need to force your beliefs upon others. You are aware of the temptations that exist, but your ability to resist them is strong. Be careful not to take advantage of your power or risk becoming abusive and destructive. Listen to your inner voice and trust your instincts.

The card of strength from the deck.

A typical Monday morning....

2007-10-21T17:45:00.000-07:00

Damn, it's another Monday in a blink of an eye and I'm in the 2nd week of my new semester. 6 more week to go till another moment where my intelligence will be tested.

Was suppose to be up as early as 5am this morning, but oh why must it rain?

It was so bloody warm and cozy being under my sheets. Wished I could sleep longer. Well, I did wake up one hour after my alarm went off. Sis will be cursing me when I get home later for letting my phone snooze for one hour. *whoops*

Will be having an impromptu speech presentation later on. Hope I won't get some crappy topic like CPR or I'm so going to kill myself.

Oh yeah, and did I mentioned that I lost a for-all-the-wrong-reasons bet to Mr Kelvin Goh Wong? Ch***** S**t. Was betting see who will get a lower grade for our Comm Theories paper. Thinking about it.... I think i did blog this in my last entry.

Hrm feeling a little contented as well. Kevin was able to get the Army of Three of CD from his church for me. So nice of him. Thanks a heap man! I'm like so hypnotised by their piece "Blind Me to See". Been sometime since I last listened to Campur Charts so basically I don't know how are they doing in the countdown.

At the same time, this morning I gave something some really serious thought. I guess this action I'm about to take may hurt somebody and as well it kind of will end my passion to bring happiness and help to those who need. But I believe I can always help in other ways. I realised that I haven't been really happy ever since being involved in this place. I'm always being troubled by how people think of me and the fact that I couldn't take a firm stand and need "you" to back me up. I also saw how this place sort of took the life out of "you" and I really do not wish the same to happen to me. Maybe I'm just not as good as "you" think I am and am sorry if I ever gave "you" the hope I can be like "you".

All I know now is I want to focus on being more successful in my studies and rebuilt my confidence through my passion in music and photography. Call me selfish or coward-ish but I think this may the best. I may lost the friendship that we built for sometime now but I really am sorry. I may be thinking too much. "You" can be very forgiving at times but still.....

For all the actions I'n about to take, I will see someone that's important and he's been like a real big brother to me for advice. I'll see what he says and from then on we'll see how things goes but most probably I'm going with my guts. Again, I may regret this action I'm about to take but it's a risk I just got to take.

The start of the semester and free movies...well not entirely.

2007-10-19T21:20:00.000-07:00

Been avidly blogging these days. Well what to do? Realized that blogspot.com is much more funner. =P

Hrms, it is Saturday and time to review what has been going on for the past few days since class started on Tuesday.

I will be sitting for only 2 papers this semester. Public Speaking and Multimedia Design & Application. Well, trying to be not so confident first but if I really put much effort into this semester I guess I have a wobbly not too steady yet A in my hand. That comes from Public Speaking.

Not too sure about Multimedia D&A but as I said earlier efforts and hardwork will definitely pay off at the end I assume.

Lecturer's are great except for the part-time MDA lecturer from MMU. He reminds me of Mr.Ben lar his style but he does have a way to make the class keep quite though. But still having 4 straight hours of lecture with him every week is going to be super agonizing because he is one *boring* human being.

It was great also meeting back friends after 3 weeks on holidays. Almost everyone who's anyone changed their hairstyle. Especially the girls. Most of them chopped of their long locks, except for Little Princess Wendy who got extensions at RM 8 per stroke of hair and had 80 strokes weaved onto her head. a RM 640 hair-do. *stunned & speechless*

Results were to released this week. Found out that I maintained my not-too-proud-off-but-still-considered-okay cumulative great point average of 3.0. Even happier to know that I got "B" for communications theories paper and the most bangga off now is that i aced (minus) my copywriting paper. Well I guess all that ejek-ing and going banana's class with Mr.Zachary was worth while after all. Oh yeah and talking about scoring a "B" in comm theories paper. I lost my bet to macha Kelvin. *dang*. We were betting for all the wrong reasons. Well the bet goes like this; "whoever that scores lowest for this subject wins and the loser will belanja the one that is with the lower grade to good food EG: tony roma's or italiannies". See for all the wrong reasons. HAHAHA. So I lost as Kelv scored well lower than me lar.

Oh yeah not forgetting, EuJeen & Carmen also brought me out to celebrate my belated birthday.*hahaha, told you people I'm entitled to one month of celebration* So we went lepak-ing at 1U. Didn't do anything much because erm that's not much we can do at 1U. We had AJISEN RAMEN for lunch and the funniest thing happened.

EuJeen's lunch set came with a Miso soup and Car insisted that she wants it and so EuJeen being the gentleman that he always is, slighty lifted the cup of Miso to Car's direction, but don't know what happen, it slipped, the cup of Miso went splashing across the table and *shitz* most of the Miso kena my pair of jeans. But still i don't know why i laughed it off and went around 1U smelling a lil Miso-ee. Hehehehe. Most of the time that day we were either laughing till we can't function properly or laughed until we choked on our drinks. This is mainly thanks to that encik EuJeen.

Yesterday, was a day of food and free movie...not entirely though. Hahaha.

Edmond got this coupon thingy and it's entitled to 2 free movie passes. So me, Edmond, Camilla and Hui Jun went to 1U to catch "I now pronounced you Chuck & Larry". A compelling tale of a great friendship & gayism. Supposedly to be real funny but I find it okay only. Movie was at 4.30pm but we were there like 1pm. So lunch was on the program. Haha.

We tried CHARMS that is located on the Skybridge there near Plastic & FOS. As per usual if Edmond bring go makan, he'll order all the good good stuff and we'll be all "Ed, you better order things you want to eat and no extra coz we're not gonna help you finished it" but usually it doesn't work as we ended up sharing each others food and finish everything.

My choice! - stir fried chee cheong fun- YUMM~!

My 2nd caffeinne fix for the day - a kow cup of Vietnamese coffee-

Something Ed ordered, dunno wat zit called but it was nice.

Everyone's Fave - Papadoms-

One plate of abomination - camilla's plate of kam-hiong squid head rice-

After movie finish, met up with Ryo help him capture some pics that he needed for something he's working on. I hope I captured what he wanted?

Brought him up to the upper roof to capture what he needed, then he never knew that there was a batting cage in 1U so we went to batting cages also. This time I never play but Ryo had great time whacking away those balls lar. And yes I admit, he's better than me though it was his first time playing.

After that, just went jalan-jalan a bit & dinner. Joined back my friends at Tempure King after Ryo left. I didn't have my dinner though because I can still taste the chee cheong fun even after so many hours then. Not long after that we also left 1U..been there the whole day already. Tired-ness but still i made time to yamchar with my friends and update each other about the week. Lil boy -Z- didn't join us due to assignments but Aaron, Convey, EuJin and later on, Hendry joined the session unexpectedly.

It's 4 minutes to 12pm. It's a slow start to the day but not expecting much from today after a whole week of great time with people around me. =D

Two nuts celebrated their belated birthdays...XD

2007-10-18T02:29:00.000-07:00

Well after a swell weekend (Aiyor..sound so little girl using the word "swell" but anyways) the following week proceeded as well as the weekend.

On Monday night, Me and my another bestie, Parvathy went and celebrate our birthday at THE HIDE, Menjalara here. It was public holidays due to raya so both of us no uni neither work so there goes the idea of syiok sendiri punya birthday celebration. Both of us are just born 6 days apart.

Went and fetch Paru (Parvathy's nick, dun ask why it's lungs) first then just went and bought ourselves a cake and then to hunk heaven *ehem*...THE HIDE.

(damn, that dude wasn't there...=P)

Hrm, we ordered the mocktails and a plate of fried squid. I know, it's abomination right? Eating my own kind, but still...hehehe it taste great.

Mine's Orange Passion & ME while the other one is Paru's Green Fairy

The abomination plate of sotong and our mocktails.

My mocktail was okay only because it was super sweet. I still got my sweet-tooth but don't too fancy sweet drinks. Chocolate is always the best sweet. Hehehe. Paru's green fairy was nicer though she complain about the vanilla ice-cream at the top.

Chit-chat until so nice and busy taking nonsense pics of ourselves until I was interrupted by some unwanted individual through the phone. Regretted picking up that call. Made me cry during a celebration. But Paru was there to make things better. I think i should really work on my selective listening.

But anyways, we cut our cake and we both got one candle to wish on. I wished again yet for something very simple. Hehehee. Try thinking whether did it came true or not? =D

Because the cake we bought was quite small and because it got all hardened when the restaurant staff placed it in the fridge for us, we decided to just dig in the cake with our spoons.

I know. Lazy and out of our mind right? I figured. Hahaha.

Left THE HIDE, around 11pm and then hang at Paru's place until around 1am hahahaha we haven't have a chat session like this since forever. We talked about everything!

Taken without warning. Paru say look like Vanness from F4. What?!

Caught committing abomination. Was squid-eating.

The drink is so sweet.

Paru & Cake

Cake & I

That night's main attraction.

My giler can't wait to makan face.

The syiok-sendiri fellas.

Please excuse the mess. The cake was so hard that we just use our spoons and dig thus resulted in the crumbs.

Hahaha. All in all a great birthday celebration with Paru. =D

Absolute Sunday =D

2007-10-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful Sunday. Hahaha. It was a fun day hanging out with the family.

The morning started off late because of me. I was sleeping up until 10.30am. Hahaha. My sis need to like sort of show her pissed look just to get me off bed. Then the whole fam went to Taman Tun Makbul for breakfast. Ugh but I was a bit sien with the food because again it was mamak food. Bored and it's very oily. But i ended up opting for nasi goreng daging and didn't finish everything.

Then, went to The Curve jalan-jalan a bit and guess what I stumbled upon?

Gil Ofarim's THE ALBUM at Rock Records selling for only RM 5. OMG! I think i actually squeaked that a few people in the store was looking at me. Hehehe well didn't even think twice I bought the CD. I was begging Aaron most of the time to go find back that CD for me but now don't need already! I have my own. Songs like "U&I" and "Everytime" just brings back good memories.

Gil Ofarim's THE ALBUM released year 2000

After that, I bought a book also. The fourth installment of the chic lit I'm chasing "the seven deadly sins". Now I'll get to know what happened after Beth and Adam was forced to break up by Harper and Kane in the previous book. Whoops getting a little book wormy here. =P

Then just now, we also went to Tony Roma's for dinner. YUMM~! I had ribs. It was great. The sauce...it's mama mia! Hahaha. Well its a dinner to celebrate my sis and mom and my birthday because the three of us share the same birthday month and are just few days apart. We ordered so much food but were able to finish. I still love the onion loaf. Its great but for the mean time its a little too oily for me still. My stomach cannot take such oily food these days. But again still, as I'm a crazy for food person, I still ate it and now...suffering a bit from gastric.

Mum & Dad

My younger bro smiling like a stoopid fella as usual. haha XD

My sis who can't wait to dig into her pasta. Already attacking the garlic beard. =P

Okay, I admit it, I was literally attacking the ribs like no one's business.

Nice plate of robs and grilled prawns....Mine all Mine

The aftermath...terus coma after the meal.

My sis's YUMM~YUMM of a pasta.

Me & Me Sis...after the meal and before the coma. Hahaha

Ahhh~

Oh yeah yesterday was also at 1u with my nanny...hahah Suresh. We went to the batting cages and i totally humiliated myself but at the same time I was able to hit 3 out of 15 balls coming to me at 40miles/hour. It's an achievement. Then went for a movie; The Seeker and then off for yamchar session with -Z- till 12.30am.

The movie was alright. Very typical fantasy good versus evil story but not bad.

Again, so far being 20 is great. Now I'm just waiting for that tattoo. HeeHee.

Turned the big 20 and lovin' it.

2007-10-11T16:42:00.000-07:00

Its exactly 24 hours since i turned 20. Time check!

Yeap it's 24 hours alright....Me born 7.45am. Hehehehe.

Well it's only been 24 hours but so far I'm loving it being 20 and one of my wishes even came true. I'm not about to spill it right? Then all the magic will go away. I'm not about to spoil it. I'm starting my year off quite great.

Erm celebration, not much but i gave myself a RM160 present. Drove my sis and I to the salon and REBONDING time. Erm the hair ok? Me and my sis cukup bonding ever since I was born. Hahaha.

My new look for my 20th birthday...haha =D

Also, my uni mates threw me a small celebration, STEAMBOAT session....YUMM~! (sorry guys no pic ler). Later when I got from my mates then I'll upload again. They bought me a Devil. Red one. Well Alvin insisted that he chose the present especially for me so....Thanks Macha~! But thanks to the rest of you for making the celebration more fun by just being there.

Mucho Gracias guys...Love em presents you gave me. xoxo

Hahaha, also not forgetting are those who wished me once the clock strike 12am on 11th October. Well Weng Keong stayed up just to wish me. Thanks. And of course also hearing
from friends that I have long time tak dengar from them.

All in all....friends & family. You guys made the transition from being a teen to being an almost adult happy for me. Thanks a lot. Heart you all.

It's Your Birthday

2007-10-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on sept 15th 2007)

Today marks September 15th. The birthday of a very good friend who's now in a happier place. May your life be always as beautiful as you said it is.

In Loving Memory of
Shawn Yap Swee Kee
(1987-2006)

~Missing you~

nothing but sweet memories

2007-10-10T03:39:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on sept 3rd 2007)

was browsing through friends that will be celebrating their birthday this month on friendster and stumble upon this person.

he goes by the name of Shawn Yap Swee Kee. It's funny that his friendster is still being updated from time to time. I think Ling is doing it for him. I don't know but suddenly all the memories of him flowed in and I can't stop my eyes from tearing.

How dumb of me. I shouldn't be crying for I know now he's at a better place now.

Going through all the testimonials i left on his friendster. haihz~ miss those moments when we use to tease each other and competing saying who is better than who and who reads more books....

I guess i took him for granted....and now it's kinda late to say I'm sorry.

U lived life to the fullest my friend and I will try to learn from u and see life beautifully.....~

Physically not around

2007-10-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 31st 2007)

Ahhh~

Well today marks one week after another very successful organisation of KL Central, Southern Cross & Bukit Kiara and Triang Leos joint project, MYLC (Mind Your Language Camp).

According to my blog title, yes...I am still very spiritually stuck at Triang and at the camp site cause i'm missing all the participants and as well as all the fun that we had there. Mentang-mentang my life is all about having fun. hehehehe

Yesterday was Merdeka eve and the bunch of us went and celebrate our country's Golden Jubilee celebration @ Ikano. The place was crowded but not as crowded as I thought it will be and according to everyone, everyone is at either Dataran Merdeka or Putrajaya. But nevermind-lar . Janji got fireworks can already. I got some videos through my handphone but it's freaking blur. (ehem, well i have no dough to buy myself a camera phone that goes by megapixels...=P)

Oh yeah, the bunch of us was Me, Boon, Becca, Sumin, Willz, Alan, Lawrence, Nelson, Danny, Derrick, Wei Jian, Kelvin and the dood in the Red that i forget his name. Not forgetting Ivan and his GF, Suki.

As per usual i got teased most of the night, but this time Sumin kena also. Kesian the both of us....hahaha but nevermind, with them...numb already.

Hrm, exams are coming in another 11-days. *SHITZ*

check out my albums for my pics and videos....

The Slump awakens...actually....

2007-10-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 21st 2007)

The Slump (ME) awakens......hahahaha actually I'm deprived of SLEEP!
Everybody's favorite word and every girl's essential but then I don't get to experience it.

Tonight will be the last time in this semester that I will need to burn the midnight oil to finish up assignments. I'm done with my copywriting assignment...not the best but still presentable and my dreamweaver for website...GUNG HO-ing on it but then chill for a moment to blog a bit-lar

Well nothing much lately, but the "tak boleh tahan" me committed a sin today.

Okay, I confess.....I....I....I....bought a pair of heels today.
There you go...I said it. *Phew* Lega- to get it out of my chest.
I wanted to buy back the exact same one from the Utar Ball but then no size already. I guess that was actually a sign to ask me to go home, but instead another pair caught my attention and there you go. I sinned.

Today, I was being a real pest also especially to my broadcasting lecture, Mr. Beh *ehem* Dr. Beh in the making.I also don't why suddenly I called him Dr.......-_-'''

Camilla said I was down on caffeine...maybe that's true...I didn't take any coffee this morning. Oh Lord, look at me. I'm pathetic without coffee thus thanks to god for inventing such a wonderful plant. hahaha I just thought of something. I got DE-CAFFED today.....hahahaha *cold joke*

(*a moment of silence*).......

whoopzie look at the time, it's 12.36am now. Gotta go take at what my "horror"-scope says and then it's back to dreamweaver.

Till then, this is where i sign off...

Hasta La Baybey~!

Decisions & Self-control

2007-10-10T03:35:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 17th 2007)

It's 7.28am. Just woke up and headed straight for Dad's laptop and start working on the website assignment. Getting very "in-touch" with the software so very "into" it right now. Hehehe.

Today, I'm spoilt with choices. Well I have 2 events which i can choose to go for and from yesterday night till now, I've been thinking left and right. Leo Joint Install or.....Integrity Club Meeting ( * yup it triggers every single emotions that leads to boredom* ). But looking at the fact that one requires me to pay RM 18 while the other is my obligation and I need not fork out a single cent for it. Hrm...well I think.....I think.....

Hahaha, think I'll skip the Joint Install. I'm going to be alone anyways....and thus it actually brings much sadness to know that my club is not doing enough fellowshipping around. Urgh suddenly despite the fact I need to pay, I feel like going for Joint Install.......

Decisions...Decision....

I don't know whether people realise or not but these days, I'm really emo?

Kejap-kejap mau mati, kejap-kejap happy...damn confusing and sometimes it even makes me hate myself.

I guess -Z- and Suresh; these two best friends of mine, sure have a tough time figuring how to handle me, eventhough, they will still be able to make me crack and my mood will at least change for the better..a lil. Thanks a lot to these two donkeys-lar.

And thus, because of this, I somehow need to get in control with my emotions and show "them" who's the boss of me. Well got to learn to love myself then only can go and love others...right?

hehehe *hugs* myself.

Yesterday night, or actually this morning, 5 of us (me, -z-, suresh, alson, foo) was hanging out at McD and as per usual I'm d only girl hanging out with the boys. It was our weekly yamchar session just that this week instead of tea or booze...it was bottomless flow of soft drinks. But for me it was coffee all the way.

We were playing some card games and I lost a few rounds, and supposedly they wanted me to do something ( I think it was going down the slide in McD) and you know-lar the usually wimpy and dare-not-take-a-chance me don't dare to do it. Hehehe but then, they were nice enough to not force me into doing it.

Later when Foo came along, they played CHOR DAI DI - Alson style, where losers got to pick a girl and approach them to talk to them. I was not in the game...OBVIOUSLY!!! hahaha and -Z- lost the game. He was so stress upon approaching the girls but he took up the courage hehehe and got rejected. Funny to see his expression before he went and talk to the girls. And so the sessions prolonged until 2 something with the taikors (Alson & Suresh) giving tips to -Z- on how to pick up girls and then we went back.

Anyways, it's 7 minutes to 8am and it's time for me to go get ready and force my ass off to uni and attend the Integrity meeting.

Till my next entry....

Damsel in Distress and totally hating it~

2007-10-10T03:33:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 16th 2007)

OMG...i'm like going through a very tough time in my life!

Houren just informed me that my msn messenger account might just been hacked.

(ppl please excuse as I'm about to curse for the worst time in my 20 years of LIFE)

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD THESE DAYS!

WHAT DO I HAVE AGAINST YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT DRIVES YOU TO TORTURE ME THIS WAY?!

1ST MY LAPTOP

NOW....MY ACCOUNT BEING HACKED?!

WHAT DID I DO?

SERIOUSLY!

TELL ME!

I REALLY WANNA KNOW!

Gross

2007-10-10T03:32:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 16th 2007)

Damn I can't help it but to quickly blog about this.

When i was on my way home driving just now, i pass this dood which was picking his mouth (with a toothpick of course!) while driving a motorbike.

OMG, it was so gross and so visual....EWW!
He was also driving so slow that i almost knocked him.

GOD people, do your picking somewhere else.

A nice Week-N

2007-10-10T03:31:00.001-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 12th 2007)

Ahh~

It was a nice week-n after an agonizing 2-weeks battling with my rollercoaster running emotions.

Actually it wasn't such a good start to the week-n with the fact that friday night was all spoilt because the planning of the camp ain't going as well as it was suppose to be. Many documents were lost due to my "sotong"-ness...so guys..am soree okay for making things hard for you all.

That night if the meeting did not run for so long, was suppose to catch a movie with Ryo so instead we scheduled for the next day.

Movie on saturday was @ 5.30pm. Watched Rush Hour 3. Ugh I did not expect it to be so blardy predictable but it was like even before the story reach the climax, i already know what's the ending. It's the usual, bad guy pretend to be good guy and then die at the end of the story kinda movie. No emphasization on the storyline, plainly sellingJackie Chan's stunts and Chris Tucker's humor. Nothing more than that.

*from one of the scenes where they were in a cab who the taxi driver thinks he's an undercover spy*

But one thing that happened during the movie session that ticks me off the most was some stupid kids kicking and commenting throughout the whole movie and the fact that families bring in their kid-babies into the cinema and they (the kids) cannot stop talking. I don't blame the kids though, they are in their growing years and so talking and being inquisitive is their nature but come on lar parentals...you should know well enough that your kids are gonna be like that even they are angels to you and what you did most probably totally spoiled others' movie session.

After that, we both headed to Italiannies for dinner coz Chili's were just too crowded. Gotta wait for 1/2 hour and my stomach just said "get a move on to somewhere else". hahaha. We ordered pasta *YUMM* i ordered something i don't know how to pronounce and i don't know what Ryo ordered but both taste great...hrms...talking about it makes me drool again. I just love pasta. Might just ship myself off to Italy one day and never come back......

Later that night, went to Laundry with -Z- ans Suresh and minum....a twist to our weekly "tea" session this week. Then as per usual we were discussing about lots of things those from the past and from present.

This week-n I could say can be a start to a good week (hopefully)..hehehe.

Dei

2007-10-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 9th 2007)

Okay, been blogging more often lately as you can see. Well that's all i wanna do ryte now. I just wanna write and write and write and not stop. But then...brain freeze. (Damn, very self contradicting lor) Really don't know what i want.

Today, everything was just okay. At least i'm not as crappy as last night..crying while chatting with -Z- and Suresh. While msn-ing the tears keep flowing down. Never cried so much in my life before.

Maybe what Vincent say is true. I'm always bottling things inside. Never know the right channel to lepas. But you see, I'm afraid that if I show my true feelings, at times people will think I'm weak. I never like that feeling. I need to be in full control of myself. I need be independent and strong.

But i guess I've finally cracked...cracked for good.

Jst now when macha kelvin and Ryo as me about hw I'm feeling. Just explaining a bit also mood terus change already. Sad. I don't want to be like this.

OMG..Total Squid!!!

2007-10-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 8th 2007)

I'm totally squid!!!!...can you believe it? that i actually put the wrong date for my birthday in my job application for the student assistant...i put 10th Oct instead of 11th.

Hehehe...nasib baik Ryo saw my application and came out and told me...I'm like...OH SHIT!!! rush back into Myer's room and change quickly.

OMG..i got the curse of the squid.......sad nyer...

but then...to make me feel a lil better...i went shopping alone....again something i do quite often that people feel so sad for me lar...go where also alone. What to do...my friends have other commitments also....

good turnout....i bought myself a shirt at 50% discount so it was only RM 30..well hopefully something to go with that new skirt i bought weeks ago....oh yeah now i remember...i g2 fix my shoes 1st..the ribbons coming off...so mite as well just take the whole thing off...if not will try 2 find a way to save it...hehehe

till my next entry...

cold treatment

2007-10-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 5th 2007)

Remember i was saying I'm getting the cold treatment?
I visited Uncle John's blog and he posted something on this:

Cold Shoulder

Deliberate coldness or disregard or a slight snub.
For example, When I said hello to her in the library, she gave me the cold shoulder and walked away; He's been very cold to me lately [OR] He's been giving me the cold shoulder lately.
This term, which first appeared in writings by Sir Walter Scott - [Early 1800s]

(SOURCE: http://www.answers.com [ONLINE], 31st July 2007)
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Cold shoulder, silent treatment do more harm than good

Cold shoulder, Silent treatment = Ostracism

Ostracism is more powerful now than ever because people have fewer strong family and friend support systems to fall back on when faced with exclusion in relationships, the workplace. "The effects of ostracism are a health concern," says Kipling Williams, professor of psychological sciences who researches ostracism. "Excluding and ignoring people, such as giving them the cold shoulder or silent treatment, are used to punish or manipulate, and people may not realize the emotional or physical harm that is being done. Some purposely hurt others by not inviting them to a party or ignoring them at work, and others may not even realize they are ostracizing someone when they ignore a new temporary employee or a friend after a disagreement.

In the past, people who were ostracized at work or by a friend could seek support and control through another significant relationship. But because people report growing more distant from extended family and relying on fewer close friendships, they might lack the support to deal with ostracism.

Ostracism is one of the most widely used forms of social punishment, and some see it as more humane than corporal punishment, as when used in a time-out, but there is a deeper psychological impact that needs to be taken seriously. When people are ostracized, it can affect their perceptions, physiological conditions, attitude and behavior - all of which sometimes can lead to aggression.

Although sometimes ostracism is unintentional, there are people who use ostracism as a tool to gain control of a situation.

Ostracism is powerful because you can get away with them. If people are physically or verbally abusive, they can be punished. But it's hard to punish someone for not making eye contact or ignoring another person. If the person is confronted by asking, 'Why are you not talking to me?,'or 'Why have you been avoiding me lately?' the person can easily deny the accusation.

SOURCE: Kipling Williams, (765) 494-0845, kip@psych.purdue.edu

ALL THIS WAS PICKED FROM UNCLE JOHN'S (FROM LOCAL BAND AUNTY MABLE'S )BLOG. You can visit the blog @ http://nesanclc.blogspot.com/

Thanks Uncle John, i kinda needed to read something about this ryte now.

total screw up

2007-10-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 5th 2007)

Realise how my previous just end abruptly?
Well guess what? It ended that way because that was how half my life ended just this past Tuesday.

I LOST MY LAPTOP....to some fucking bitches who broke into my car.
Crap and i don't know why I even forgot about my laptop.

How great is that?

Now I'm all messed up. My precious informations in my comp. Darn. If i ever go back near that place i'm really afraid that i might just grab a stick and whack the nuts outta that fella that i think he did it.

NOW, i'm getting the cold and silent treatment from my family. Haihz what to do, i live in a family where the middle child seems to be always the root to all problems. I sometimes feel like those kids who are just given material love but not really true love. Was never really praised when doing well academically and smething which i love but instead always getting cold comments. Screw ups, and I will be treated this way.

Writing this brings tears to my eyes. But blaming them is no use...99% was my fault for forgetting and leaving IT behind.

Makes me wonder too...am i cut it for this industry?

the beginning to the end of my life

2007-10-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 27th 2007)

Crap, today marks the beginning to the end of my life. I'm *ehem* (people please excuse me for the language that I'm about to use) fuckin' screwed up already. Today will be the first day of my groups's music video shoot and things ain't going as smoothly as I thought and imagine it will be.

Again, I think all these is due to my own fault again. I don't know why i just can't stop blaming myself when things go wrong. No matter how i look at the issue i kinda think that i'm the main screw up.

I'm now waiting, for my group members to come. Well one came, Phoebe. Hrm now make that 2.

A Slump is bad enough....now a coffee addict???

2007-10-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 20th 2007)

Ahah..for once i don't need to blog about how long since i last blogged.

Currently sitting at my regular Wi-Fi spot in Uni for 4 hours straight already ( erm well with the occasional walking around ) and that's one of the reasons why my ass is starting to "form its own website" (quoted from the movie "Bring It On"). Class will be on in abother half an hours. Communication Theories. "Fun" subject. Nice lecturer but then i don't why i can't seem to keep myself awake especially this afternoon class. The morning ones on tuesdays I happily "digest" all the information fed but this one...Ugh.

I have a confession to make people!

I'm an addict! I can't help it.....I'm...I'm....I'm....a coffee addict!
Har Har Har....

Hey it's not good okay...It stains your pearly whites (teeth if you got brain block and wondering what's that...) especially for me it's hurting....I just got my braces off. I have nice teeth now.

Ahah... Back to coffee. I need one every morning at least. I can go up to 5 cups a day if I'm really frustrsted. No wonder starbucks is getting richer every minute thanks to coffee-drinking human like me. But from time to time...that 3 bucks coffee from Old Town Kopitiam or that RM 1.50 cup of iced coffee from the makan shop is nice too.

AHHHH~ talking about it makes me wanna go get another cuppa from the cafe.

Anyways, tonight will be heading down to Bojangles in Hartamas to catch Mable's. Well one's a Mable's fan always a Mable's fan. Don't care old skool ke tak old skool ~Tee hee~

At the same time, it's (plus-minus) 32 hours to UTAR BALL. I was totally freaking out about the mask yesterday and wasted like 6 bucks for parking and bought nuts! and going through a moment of trauma cause i can't find my car! Geesh..stress like mad. But in the evening thanx to Carmen's help rushed to Times Square and got it! Will show you guys all about the ball when it's over. Will take loads of pic.

But i will have to stop crapping for the moment and get my ass to class. Pray hard i don't fall asleep again.

Hear me out in my next entry and yeah chech out the Nur Fatima - Tiada Ertinya video that i just uploaded. Real cool with snippets from gol & gincu. =)

Love
~LynZie~

Damn, It's Disastruous

2007-10-10T03:17:00.001-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 15th 2007)

Ohhhkay....that's crappee. Wundering why so many sad smileys?

This must be a joke on me. My 2 years worth of songs, all just "poofed" from my mp3.

2 years!!!!.....2 (long) years of searching and getting those songs and in a blink of an eye..everything kapooted!

why?...why? do this to me....?????

okay..let's just stop the complaining n wailing and start seraching agn.....=P

(wow, my mood do changes dam fast eh?)=P

cruised thru...but not with flying colors lar....

2007-10-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 11th 2007)

wah...look at the number of smileys...banyak betul kan? well that explains basically how i feel rite now...rite at this moment....why ar?

I PASSED ALL MY FINAL PAPER!!!!!!!!!

oh so happy...thank god so much for looking after me!

now i don;t have to worry about re-sitting for any paper and spend un-necessary money for the supplementary paper. mentang-mentang hari tu, i hilang my retainer have to fork out 250 bux to replace it. DAMN! getting braces really is one hard thing.

look at how i can divert from one issue to another? hahaha

but anyways today is the best of of my life...so far.

NOTHING CAN STOP ME!!!!!

Just now Jon came up to me and ask me to be part of his team in running for student president. He got my full support. Well i thought of running also lar but then hoh, i have crappy working habit and i think i better just keep myself to being a follower rather than a leader.

Nothing ever comes my way whenever i'm leader. TROUBLE finds me easily when i'm leader. So kinda paranoia sikit.

Okay, starting to sound a bit crappy. Better shut up for now.

one down, two more to go

2007-10-10T03:07:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 6th 2007)

wah..sudah berapa lama nyer i never come and kepoh here ady. What to do, life as a broadcasting equals to no life....pretty much gonna be the same for the next 20-30 years i think? hahaha..I"M DOOMED!!!!!

already lar cukup "ANTI" social (that's what people say)...if gonna continue on like this i'm gonna end up as a old spinster staying in a 3 room apartment with 27 cats. hahaha. sounds familiar? i think i quote it from "that's so raven"

i've officially completed 1 year of tertiery education and have 2 more years to go!!! Yahoo!!! (not!)...completing 1st year meaning more torture chambers to go through and i cannot afford to go around like it's honeymoon ady.

next sem must strive harder lar.....actly..brain's pretty much kosong now... dunnno wt 2 blog..so just stop here before i sound real crappy and stoopid. =P

In Hating Memory

2007-10-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Apr 5th 2007)

Erm apart from being very buzy finishing assignments assigned by crayzee lecturers, and being emo and also getting into a freak car accident i havent got much time to blog.

Hahaha, after Blast Off! 3 and the winning of Aunty Mable's and also Keith's promise to belanja me Bak Kut Teh =P, i havent been updating you guys on the latest i'm tuning into.

Finally....finally after searching high and low....I found...Estranged's debut album "In Hating Memory"!!!!

I missed their album launch and Laundry. Supposed to go but then don't have teman so decide to skip it lar. But according to my friend, Psytrus from Slunk...that event was off the hook.They gave out T-shirts together with the purchase of the album. Dang. Missed a great opportunity.

Ok let's just dig in a bit about Estranged. Well they consist of band members Rich, Din, Andy,Ken and Hanafi. And yes of course, they are one of our very own local band (SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL MUSIC SCENE...=P).

Well basically from their debut album, I really enjoy "Itu Kamu", "Velocity" and "Chocolate Syrup". "Itu Kamu" is on repeat mode on my mp3. Everyday nonstop =P. But of course velocity and chocolate syrup rocks too.

So all local music supporter and also rocker (maybe a few poppers) go check out estranged's debut album and listen to it for yourself.

Will talk about Fall Out Boy - Infinity on High the next time.

Oh yeah don't forget to check Estranged at their official website www.estranged.info

i dunno what happened...i really dunno

2007-10-10T03:03:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Apr 3rd 2007)

shitz, i got involved in a car accident this morning....

i dunno what happened...evrything was like super fast....

BANG! there u go i freaked and d details....i'm jst 2 nt in d condition of re-telling it again lar...itz jst..BAD

on the verge of exploding

2007-10-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Mar 16th 2007)

Damn....Damn....Damn....

Oh Gawd! AM I FOREVER CURSED!!!!!

I guess so.

Geesh, long time since i last blogged. Busted my darn laptop and nothing seems to be right these days. Wanted to blog about something more cheerful but i guess i'll save that for later tonite or maybe tomorrow.

For the time being i just want to vent out on some of my frustration.

AAAARGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why is it everytime when I'm given the chance to learn to be a good leader, something very "kiat" sure happen top me wan ar? Why do I always I have to face all these politics? Issit me (face problem??? hahaha nola, i trust the way i look =P) or issit just the nature of people around me to behave like this ar? I'm so free now issit? I look like a person that has a lot of time to face with business like this issit? I have assignments to worry man! I know working maybe even worst (bosses and stuffs) but I'm 20! I am suppose to worry about assignments! It's my duty!!!!!

SOBS....SOBS....SOBS....

Blast Off! Season 3 Finals!

2007-10-10T02:48:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Feb 21st 2007)

Was suppose to be blogging about this GREAT news 2 weeks ago but then there was an error with my multiply account so i wasn't able to blog for some time but anyways i really wanna say,

CONGRATULATIONS AUNTY MABLE'S!!!!!!!!!!

They won the Blasf Off! Season 3 for the band category and to my friends who read my friendster messages and bulletin and also received my sms and voted for the guys, thanx a heap for showing love and support to the guys. Now, these fellas will get to chance to make more good music and also do the local music scene proud.

WORK HARD GUYS, WE'LL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MORE OF YOU IN THE FUTURE

Blast Off! Season 3 Stages : 3,4,5

2007-10-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Feb 4th 2007)

Time sure flies when you're not counting and look where we are now. 1st week of feb and 2nd month of the "new" year already. At the same time, Blast Off! Season 3 is seeing it's final week this coming Saturday as the winner will be decided in the next round. It's been sometime since I blogged, and here's just some updates on the competition for your viewing.

Alrite, for the pass three weeks, all the vocal groups and bands blew the roof off RUUMS with all of their performance. During this period of time, we saw two very musically harmonized groups being eliminated, MUZIECLE (vocal groups) & Hinava (bands), but still they were really great and hope to see more of em' in the future.

Okay lar, actually I want to update on Mable's.....here we go.

during stage 3, we saw Mable's performing a medley of :

Another One Bites The Dust - Queen
We Will Rock You - Queen
I Want To Break Free - Queen

* in short Queen punya triple threat lar*

I would say that week, Mable's practically blew everyone away with their performance. I really enjoyed that week's performance plus i got a really good view from the top. Damn i was so excited i think i almost fall off the place. Hahaha and the crowd went wild when Keith came out with a leather jacket and later on buka all the buttons on it.

At the end of the 3rd stage, everyone got a surprised as those who were able to make it to the next round have to perform a piece selected by the judges themselves. Mable's got Fall Out Boy's - Sugar, We're Going Down. I went crazee when i heard that. Mable's doing a rendition of my fave band and my fave song? that's super! but later in the week when i heard on the radio only then i found out that Mable's not quite sure who FOB were and how does sugar we're going down sounds like.............but.....

MIRACLE happened in stage 4...................

We saw Mable rocking out to FOB's Sugar We're Going Down and they add more rock to it and the arrangement was SUPERB. I as a big (i'm talking real big) fan of FOB would say that they did Pete and the boys proud back at Illinois.

Mable's You Did FOB Proud!!!!

And this past week, this past week, *phew* it was one heck of a show as well, Keith jumped off the stage and did the whole crowd carrying him thing! hahaha good one there. Actually when he did that, i was in a kinda blur sitch, i thought like" why suddenly this fella jumping off the stage and hug kenneth lar?" hehehe den oni i realise kenn and his friend was trying to get him up so that others cn carry him. hahahahaha (*a moment of blurness*) and yeao they did a double dose of Offspring this week, good ol' Offspring, if i'm not wrong the last news i heard about them was they being disbanded, there you go another great band going off to their own separate ways. Anyways for stage 5, there are no pics uploaded on the Blast Off! official website yet so i guess you guys just gotta wait till my next blog entry.

Next week is the finals and i hope you guys can find the time and head on down to RUUMS to watch the event live and come support Mable's as well. WE NEED YOU! (if you're interested in coming, can contact and i'll do my best to get tix 4 u) and as per usual please send in your votes via SMS or landline and all this info u can check it from my previous blog entry on blast off or you can check ir out at http://astro.com.my/blastoff/06/profile.asp?ID=14.

*all images featured images in this blog are courtesy of Blast Off!'s Official Website & Fall Out Boy's MySpace*

Mind your language???

2007-10-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Jan 21st 2007)

Was suppose to blog this entry few days ago, but procrastination got to me.

So what's the issue with this language thingy I made as heading eh?

Well, you see the past 2 days while I was driving back from campus in the evening, Hitz.fm was playing songs from my favourite band

1. Fall Out Boy - This Ain't A Scene, It Is An Arm Race
2. Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

For the Panic! song, I was enjoying the first 30-seconds of the song when suddenly 1-second of that sentence went off. I thought it might just be a reception problem but when the same thing happened even in the midst of the chorus and then only it struck me (a bit blur case lar lately). They censored some words. These are the words that was found guilty.

"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

I'm like?????? WHAT???!!!!...

Alright then, it's ok. I calmed myself down...

The next moment, I heard the intro for Fall Out Boy's latest hit (thinking: ah, another one of pete's genius creation) it kinda cooled me down but then again until the 25th second of the song, I was in pissed off mode again. Damn! they basically censored 30% of the bridge part (I think? I'm not such a math person);

This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
I'm not a shoulder to cry on
But, I digress...

Alright, I know as a broadcast student I'm suppose to know all these and shouldn't complain so much about it but (face full of dissappointment) by censoring all these words tell me does it make our people more polite people or do we curse less after that. I mean if we censor the word whore, is it that people won't know what is sex and prostitution. Okay, you might say by censoring then it lightens the negativity in our society but oh! i just see no reason of spoiling a song like that.

I mean imagine they even censor the word SHIT in Avril Lavigne's My Happy Ending

All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

Don't tell me you guys don't even utter the word shit at times when things really go wrong?

Just doesn't make sense ceonsoring like that.....

Current Mode : Pissed Off (=P actually nolar)
Currently Tuning Into : Dead On Arrival by Fall Out Boy

Blast Off! Season 3 Stage : 1

2007-10-10T02:41:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Jan 7th 2007)

Voila!

Yesterday was my 2nd time at RUUMS, KL for the Blast Off! and of course i'm there to support keith and his crew; AUNTY MABLE.

They performed Lips of an Angel by Hinder and OMG, one word Keith, u were freaking mesmerizing ok?! wakakaka.

Anyways, good job guys and will be expecting another off the hook performance next week.

This week, the United Kids of Oi! and Yokkies Family got eliminated, but yo peeps u guys did a great job.

But one crap thing happened to me lar, NO CAMERAS ALLOWED

I'm like wat?!

Then you should totally stop those peeps from using camera phone weh. They were taking pictures also wat. I don't see the difference there. But anyways, don't want to argue with these people lar.

Ugh! I'm already pumped up for the next performance.

To all my kawans out there, let those votes keep coming in remember it's

BANDMABLE and send it to 32888

Blast Off! Season 3 Stage Levels

2007-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Jan 5th 2007)

wow, just a blinky of an eye, one week has passed and it's time for another session of BLAST OFF! at RUUMS KL. This time it's gonna be the stage level and a big congratulations to Aunty Mable!!!!! U guys dam roxorr weh...make sure esok u rock da house again.

hahaha guys, anyways, this is how u guys can check them out and vote for em!

1. Check them out LIVE! @ RUUMS, tomorrow @ 5pm

2. Check them out LIVE! on Hitz.tv (Astro Channel 16) @ 5pm

Here's a lil intro about the band

Our Name: AUNTY MABLE'S

Our Creed: We don't make music; Music makes us

Our Home: Klang

Our Band: Vocals: Kid

Drums: Phat Sam

Bass: Big Joe

Guitar: Uncle John

Lead Guitar: D'wayne

Our Story: Aunty Mable inflicted pain and suffering on all of us with her constant nagging. So in 2004 we decided to form this tribute band to naggiest (is there such a word?) aunty in Klang. If we loose Blast Off 3, we will blame Aunty Mable. If we win, maybe we'll take her out for ikan bakar.

hahaha....that's a brief into about them and then here are their voting details and what the judges think about them

Our Voting Details: SMS BANDMABLE and send to 32888 or fixed line, dial 13713 and press 3

Preliminary 2

These 5 gentlemen's from Klang and Subang, are all fun and laughter.

Not only that, they're loud and cramping with rocker style when they're on stage, performing Everything About You from Ugly Kid Joe.

Judges Comments:

Acis: Great performance to start the show

The band tunes were solid and tight

Tempo for the song, could be a bit faster

The drummer is really good at pounding everything on his drums

Vocal singer: Can't really hear properly

The song was coordinated with very good arrangement, very well executed

Brian Vinesh: Best performance so far in the entire show

Big Joe really look like Yogi Bear

Nothing to critic about the band

Out of 5 stars: 4.5/5

**** Seriously, Big Joe, do look like a bear***

Oryte, i will say no more but do get more details from

http://astro.com.my/blastoff/06/profile.asp?ID=14

Dawn of a new year

2007-10-10T02:34:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Jan 1 2007)

Goodbye 2006 and hello 2007!

Goodbye to sorrows from 2006

Hello to happiness from 2007

Hahaha well, Happy New Year to All, hope you all had a great year last and may a great year be ahead of you as well.

For me, i'm glad 2006 was over and maybe 2007, i can have a fresh start again.

new year's resolution this year?

1. study my ass off and 4get about extracurricular activities for the time being, until i repay 4 all my sins in sem 1...wakakaka

2. i hope i can meet my significant other? weh i'm 20 ady.....geesh start to terasa ady.

dat's all and nothing more and nothing less....

Lately again...

2007-10-10T02:32:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Dec 14th 2006)

Cruising to : Remember The Name by Fort Minor

It's been sometime since I last blogged. The last one I complaining how dysfunctional I am eh? Well basically, I'm still that dysfunctional. Everything is everywhere and everything is going at such a fast pace but yet slow at the same time. See! I'm not even making sense! I shoudl seriously check myself into a mental institution weh.

hahahaha

Anyways, with just a blink of an eye, half of a december is gone and the Christmas spirit is basically in everyone, even worst is, the chinese community here in KL so semangat until they are already promoting and selling Chinese New Year albums already.

And with that also marks that school will starting in less than one month....Finally!!!!! I'm not like the best student in the whole faculty or what-so-ever but I'm damn happy that finally I get to bury myself in knowledge again, and also it is time for me to repent for my sins (hahaha like macam dat serious kan) for not working hard the previous semester so this coming semester, if I die, I die studying too hard, not procratinating and playing too hard!

Also it means that Orientation Day at uni is coming up and I have to get all my stuffs ready!!!!

Wah! so much happening, even I dunno how to catch up with myself.

Eventhough, I was able to grab a few chic lits and dig in. But there's just so many books out there waiting for me. I can totally say that most of my allowance went to my book investment already.

Geesh, I still remember when I was a little kid, it was so hard to get me to finish one Enid Blyton book( even though she comes out with really great stories about pixies, goblins and fairies). Reading was never in my hobby list. But I would say after meeting Shawn, I've been reading a lot. Most of the time we were talking about which book is good and which is not. And till now I cannot seem to let the habit go. Use to love fantasy books a lot. But since last year, I'm crazy over chic lits. Well maybe I'm finally getting in touch with my feminine side eh?

Hahaha talking about books also reminds me of my all time favorite book. Even now I still love it a lot. Dilly the Dinosaur. Hahaha best book ever published. Ohh those stories about his mischiefs and his 240 km/h super scream that makes people do anything just to get away from it all.

Ugh another day passed and it's ten days to X'mas, 16 days to New Year's, 19 days to orientation, and 26 days to uni reopen. Time sure flies when you are not aware of it.

I feel i'm getting old too....

something's wrong..with me

2007-10-10T02:31:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Nov 20th 2006)

been days since my last entree...well was very busy with the production and all and ugh when talking about the production, i kinda feel bad and guilty and i even feel like quitting the team.

well the whole filming this time my camera was used and shucks my stoopid cam faced some tech problems and all the footage for this one night all went KAPOOT!!!...gone...dissappear....

aiya just feel so frustrated and depressed lately i dunno why.

maybe it's the people around me all also like that.

getting funny funny dreams also.

ishk.....

current mood : very geram.

Busy Bee

2007-10-10T02:28:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Nov 12th 2006)

I've been STUNG!!!!!
By the busy bee.....bzzzzbzzzzzzbzzzzz

Been really busy for the past one week. So busy till i can say that i've seen my mom for less than 3 times. It was either me heading out from home really early, or she heading out earlier than me while i was still snoozing and i'm before she reach home and me coming in only in the wee hours of the nite.

well the whole of last week was basically spent filming MoNo 96's latest production, His-Story (他). I would say had a blast, because i actually get to taste what life really is to be in the film making world. hehehe well things were all okay except for certain day and time the weather and all was not our side.

hrm anyways let's intro the films' crew and actor.

this is adam, he plays Vince in this time's production......

this is the "taikor"...si abang tracker @ pemilik hippo....hahaha...erm oh yeah plays Hinz...

this is fry, his character being: Felix

here we have funny guy kelvin playing as flirty Nick...hahaha..he and his cheeky look on d phone!

then here comes the crew.....

hahaha this is our leng zhai director and the ah tow for mono96; edmond

erm ok, ignore the totally freaky donkey on the front on focus on our sweet lil production manager and floor manager at the back, camilla

this is our leng zhai 2nd asst. director of photography, alvin, aiyak dun hv a proper angle or him pulak, hahaha he's a real creative fella and good in making animation...hehehehe

this is pulak our cute make-up artiste, stylist and also props manager; banana

and then there's...ME!!!

and not forgetting....

**MY BELOVED MR HIPPO**

Lions KLC & DBKL Chess Comp for the Disable

2007-10-10T02:26:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Nov 5th 2006)

ugh, I'm moving like an ancient steam locomotive.....
erm, nope I'm not having osteoporosis or mobility problems, just that my entries about my previous events are like so totally...SLOW?

see, after one week only I'm updating on an event which happened last Sunday.

let's start..hrm let me see....okay..here we go.

once again, it was the Lions (LC KL Central) yearly Chess Competition for the Disabled again and this year I participated FULL TIME. I was there during the PRE and the DURING but not quite the POST. Didn't catch that?

I was there during the night before the competition on the 28th October @ Times Square [This was the PRE]. Hrm, Willz, Weng Keong, Jessica, Li Boon, Wei San, and I was there to help the Lions to move the chairs, tables and to get the floor plan ready for the next day (29th October). Started around like 10.30pm and then up to around 12.15am, and after that, mamak session @ Steven's Corner until 2am. Reached home, slept only at 4am but was managed to catch up with 2 hours of sleep before heading back again to Times Square the next day for the actual event.

*Yawn*, (laughs)..i think that was how i greeted Willz early that morning. He was pretty sharp with his timing. 7.05am sharp he was at my gate already. Cool. At least I don't need to wait too long.

So both of us were there at like 7.20am or so and thought like maybe all Lions will be there already but...to my surprise, no one was there except for me! [Willz went to park his car]. Then, around 7.40am or so then Lions start appearing and everything was on it's way already. Participants started showing and everyone was working at full speed.

by 9am...most of the participants were there and some were even warming up playing some friendly match already. then an hour later or so was the opening ceremony and then the game was on. the whole thing went on till around 5pm or so and then, we took 5 at Uncle Lim's and Lion Annie belanja minum and makan.

around 6, we started transferring the participants over to Melia for the dinner and performance from some of the participants.

well the dinner was basically the POST which i wasn't there.

this time, being there at the competition full time, really had one feeling over me. i don't know how to describe it but...yeah.

and kinda like fell for a guy too. i don't know but there's just something in him that's attractive....hrm, or is it just another school girl crush.

* rebecca, weng keong, and the guy (didn't get the chance to know his name)...=(

anyways, made friends with two more nice doods, chee ching n also tommy

ugh i'm looking kinda "chan" in that shoot.

and also not forgetting my fave participant

30-Hour Famine

2007-10-10T02:25:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Oct 22nd 2006)

oh geesh, this is like what? thw forth time i'm blogging on this issue? everytime i'm done with my masterpiece, POOF!!!..goner, THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED and there goes my hardwork..down to cyber-sewage....

alrite, lets just put those anger away and blog about World Vision & Help University College's 30-Hour Famine: Children in Crisis; Your Weekend, Their Lives.

ok well, i'm like a totally 1st timer in participating in this event and trust me, it was one fun-filled and thrilling but yet mentally and physically tiring thingy.

the famine started from 12pm on the 14th and we fasted till 6pm the next day, 15th.

the lilttle miss miss here so freaking smart, the night before was so hyped up with the anime, PARADISE KISS (highly recommended!!!!) watched all 12 episodes in one night and slept lonly 4.30am. Took a 3-hours nap and woke up at 7am so get myself ready, that includes packing for the overnite event. we're all suppose to meet at willz's house that day and take off to Help University together but when i reached his house, the other told me that he went off to Malacca and will only be back like slightly later around 11am or so..so the 5 (moi, weng keong, amy, cindy and su min) of us went to the nearby coffeeshop to have our breakfast and then...head off to the famine.

GOSH!!!! it was so diffcult getting to the uni, it's so close but yet so far. Finally, after four wrong turns, Weng Keong actually spotted the A4 sized printed sign board and made our way there. All the way, we complained how small the sign board was. we were like, "can't they make it any smaller????"

ahah! so we got there, registered ourselves, got our goodie bags with a totally chinked-out T-shirt, changed into it and checked-in our luggage. Then, made our way upstairs to meet with our team-mates. Well, weng keong and amy, cindy and su min got to be in the same group but willz and i was casted into another group but nevermind, i'll be able to meet more different people and make more new friends eh? hahaha

So, my group was led by this guy, Brandon (UPM student) with groups members consisting of a cute couple (i think?) of Meg and Adrian, 3 sweethearts from HELP itself; Melissa Wen Li and Anna, two highschool boys; Wei Chin and Ashley, two specky cool doods; eu veng and calvin and the rest are adults from the Nu Skin Enterprise. Hrm, we made a pretty okay team, i would say.

oh yeah, so the day was filled with talk and all. We were given an in-depth look on how kids in some part of the world is struggling to live another day in this world. I didn't know that all these child protitution, child labor, children recruited as soldiers, and differently-abled children cases were so serious. All these while i thought all these cases are just a handful around the world but nope. Its very very much serious.

Especially, the child prostitution cases! I'm so freaking disgusted! those MEN, i mean how could they? those kids are so innocent and I bet they don't even know much about PUBERTY yet but OMG, those kids are fulfilling those disgusting perverts' sexual needs. Poor, poor them. Some of them are just the age of my little brother!!!!!! CURSE THOSE FREAKING PERVERTS!!!! Call me a feminist but I'm sticking to my point!

There were also talks about HIV/AIDS, which i would say it's kind of a highlight for the day. Learn some facts that i didn't know until then. And may i quote something from the doc that gave the talk. It's about having unsafe sex and getting AIDS.

" If you don't want it, don't do it "
" If you do it, don't get it "
" If you get it, don't spread it"

*REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE!!!!*

and so, they also provided talk about how to prevent HIV/AIDS, and the speaker was ADRIAN from Malaysian AIDS Council. He is one cool dood. He make that one so called embarassing talk so, erm confortable to listen to. Hahahaha. He made the whole session pretty lively and informational. Well, anyways, people, dig this fact, A man's sex drive is high compared to a lady, while a lady's love drive is higher compared to a man's. So, usually, when a couple tend to DO IT, it's because of a guys sex drive and the girl like succumb to it? hahaha ok i got a so call visual aid here so take a look:

so people people, can understand? hahaha nevermind, very simple, Girls, don't go spreading your legs just because ur boyfriend ask you to okay? Make sure if you wanna do it, it's mutual and you're ready for the what-so-ever consequences later okay?

and oh yeah, the speaker also demonstrated how one should put on a condom. But nope people, don't think wild thoughts okay? he did not use his own "equipment". He just got help from a very orange vegetable, A CARROT. Hahahaha well all i could say is almost everyone in the room was Rolling On Floor Laughing My Ass Off, but still i got to learn learn a few facts that i didn't know before. Like, a condom kept in a wallet of a dood is total no use. So, peepz, make sure partner get a fresh one out from a box!

and later we, were in a session where stigma and discrimination against these people with HIV/AIDS and this actually made me think. I guess sometimes HIV/AIDS patients don't really die from the disease but actually die of living in a world where people look at them with disgust and hate. Given me, i wouldn't be able to survive, i think i'll totally go GAGAs. So I respect those who are actually fighting the disease with all their might and will. (A STANDING OVATION PLEASE?!)

and after all the talk, there was the mini concert session. DJ NON from Mix.fm and Sarimah were there to grace the glorious event and they were also joined by local artiste Fran, Liang, Qings & Kueens, Couple and another few which i've forgotten. There was also a movie session which featured the Iraq-based production entitled, Turtles Can Fly. The story revolves around the life a young girl of ten or so living in a refugee camp with her elder brother (who has lost both his arms from land mines) and her baby. Yes, you heard me right. HER BABY. She was gang raped by chauvinist pigs from the regiment and got pregnant. That's just so...disgusting. Not just that, it also featured on how these kids have to risk their lives everyday picking up land mines that will blow up anytime to make a living.

it's just one sad sad world out there....

and after the movie, the others got some shut eye while i hanged around till like 3 something only i got my share of rest too.

the next morning, got up early and the 1st agenda for the day was exercise. I was like...what? no food but yet we need to do heavy exercise? but come to think about it, those kids out there are going through something tougher than this and i'm totally in no position to complain. hahaha but exercise was just a brief tai chi session...and i was so short i can't see the instructor so ended up i'm moving like a monkey being bitten by ants.

then there was a session where we were divided into different families and suppose to work to earn money to stay healthy and buy food and all, and from the 2 hours accumulated for us i only earned 10 bux from sticking stamps....turned to illegal jobs but wuzent hired...geesh... but funny thing was, 3 of my other group members actually got picked to become illegal labor and earned quite a lot and also got arrested. Now, dat's a bummer.

oh yeah and later, we were to separate 4 types of beans which were all jumbled up together in a bag to 4 different bags in 20 minutes and squatting down. wow! datz shit i tell u. but the adrenaline pump and all was totally...SYIOK..hahahaha

and after that we were set to get ready for the closing ceremony and the BREAK FAST.

YUMM....we were served with muffins, VITAMEAL (meat patties with beans and loads of healthy stuffs in it YUMMY!) and a packet of V-soy.

and after all that, we all said our goodbyes and left with a sweet memory in heart and also with the spirit to come back for another round next year. I know I will...hehehe.

and so i'll leave u guys with a few pics from the event.

Oh Happy Day

2007-10-10T02:23:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Oct 12th 2006)

I'm now officially 19 years 1 day 2 hours and 58 minutes old.

well i've been having a real swell day. friends all remembered my birthday and they all sent me their warmest wishes. some of them also i've never been in contact for so long remembered too. real touched by them. remember one entry earlier on when i said i felt like invisible around people??? i guess i'm not invisible afterall eh? well, love u all mates!

well out of all the great sms wish my mates sent me. one really did stand out.

Patrick's one. He sent me a pic of me and him [taken during MYLC] and the sms had the happy birthday song which he played on his organ and recorded it for me....hrm....my sweetest birthday present so far. i like it so much i don't think i'm gonna delete dat sms forever.

Thanx a lot Patrick..infinite Xs and Os....

hahaha anywayz, mom and dad gave me a hundred bux ang pow and mom bought me a black forest from bee's as my cake....mmmm...it was yummy!

also went out to makbul and celebrated with ivan k, michelle, vanessa, alan,willz and ken. well they got me a marble cheese cake frm secret recipe....again...yummy....and trust me i'm so stuffed with cakes...i think no more cake for the rest of the holidays....

hrm..but thanx guys, u made my 19th birthday celebration a great and unforgettable one. tho its just a bunch of us sitting at the mamak. it's the company that i enjoy.

oh yeah sis sent a message back from japan wishing me b'day too...wah she remembered...hehehe happee...well now i gotta plan 4 mom's b'day....presents and cakes. gotta buy on the morn of her b'day. just use d alasan go interview and go hang with frens den buy her stuffz....okay..jayson (my bro) is definitely owing me cash for this! hahaha

hrm i guess that's all i would like to spill today. i need to go get my cam nw and load pics from the birthday thingy jst now...hehehehe

Another year has gone and she's now 19

2007-10-10T02:22:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Oct 11th 2006)

mixed emotions, yup that's what i'm feeling right now. Happy, a lil crazy, cheeky, cool, lol's, query and sad????

why????

well it'z now 2.21am of 11th October 2006.

I am now 19 years 2 hours and 21 minutes old.

It was like only yesterday i turned 18 and yet now i'm on the edge of my teenagehood already. next year i'm gonna be 20 but i don't think i grow enough to fit my age.

anyways, i'm real happy because most of the peeps close to me remembered and wished me the moment the clock strikes 12. but its kinda a bummer. never let me go even though it is for a second eh? but anyways real happy coz peepz like carmen, paru, david, chu chu, yei yuen, jonathan and the most surprising wan....KEVIN SEW from foundation studies! i didn't expect to hear from him but it was real sweet and nice of him to convey his wishes to me. like to thank them a lot. also JV (who sent me her wishes way in advance) kel zee and yong wei for sending testimonials wishing me all d best. thanx peeps infinite Xs n Os. well i don't mind not having birthday presents and cakes, just a simple wish can make me smile until the next year already. so thanx guys, u gave me enough happiness to last me a year.

so, turning 19? what will i wish for?

i just wish that some things in my life can take a change/ turn for the better. for instance i would really wanna do better in my studies and this means "lynn, u gotta put in more effort" and yup i seriously need to hire someone to kick my butt to get me going coz i think mom's not working on me anymore. at the same time i also hope i can get rid of my stoopid procrastinating habits, hahaha not desperate but hope i can find my better half also?

hey i have ten candles altogether rite? i plan on wishing on each candle, so i already have these few spelled out and hope it'll still come true. hrm, the others we'll just wait for later when i have all my candles in front of me then i start wishing again.

anyways, happy 19th birthday Karalynn Kwok Phui Yhin...make sure you always love yourself and evryone around you!!!!

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never a good leader

2007-10-10T02:21:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Oct 5th 2006)

okay, i'm on the verge of breaking already!!!!!!!

well, i don't why lar but i always have this self conscious thingy going on with me. i always look things on the negative side. i don't know but i think i'm starting to doubt my capabilities of leading the club to a successful year this year. i'm already 4 months into my job but yet i feel i have done nothing to create an impact. i dunno lar. i just dunno what to do. it's always been like that. i always convince myself that i can do good. i'll do great but then giv me a couple of months that i will start to doubt my own capabilities already. i just feel like so....helpless. i think i'm kinda letting the guys back at the club down lar.

can someone come to my rescue ar???? i need help!!!! nope i think i need therapy....

ugh what to do...what to do....so many decisions to make. but i dont know whether what i'm doing is the best a not. see...i have a big case of authority problem. i think i'm always better off as a follower rather than a leader.

to be loved....

2007-10-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Sept 28th 2006)

today was the season finale for the bachelorette (season 1) with trista being THE bachelorette. well i knew the ending like for sometime already but watching it all happen...i'm like...wow..kinda bring a little trickle of tear to my eyes. well ot sad or anything but just happy and wonder if that would ever happen to me. finding my prince and ride into the sunset with and him and live happily ever after.

well i'm coming to and end to my bad heir day book. finished it not as soon as i expected. took me sometime with this because the middle was kinda draggy and i almost quit on it but that little voice in me keep telling me...c'mon let's just see what ANNA (the book's leading character's gonna do next) and so i'm just around 15 pages or so away from the " i don't know what's gonna happen next" ending.

oh yeah and i kinda got stood up by willz. well i dunno izzit communication problem or he just simply forgotten to stop by my place to collect the world vision card. so i guess i just have to go to kelana and send it there on my own tomorrow.

erm. so anywayz this is gonna be a real short entry. i'm still trying to figure out how to blog at friendsorenemies.com. wish me luck

total GEEK

2007-10-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Sept 19th 2006)

another day had passed and i'm going into the 4th day of my almost 90 days holiday. not much going on though. been submerging myself in books and Fall Out Boy and rock-ish- cum-alternative music most of the time. other than that, i'm pretty much a pig, snoozing away.

it's always like that. when you were having class and assignments you always wish for holidays. but when here comes the holidays, you wished so much that classes and nagging lecturers are here to fill your days again.

before the exam, i was so caught up with the matter "oooohh...i wana get a job" but now when my mom asked me, "what happen to your job plans", hrm well just say that i'm trying to take things step by step. really wanna have some chilling time for the moment, catch-up with my pals and catch up with the music and book industry for some time first then only i'll move my blardy arse on to go get myself a job.

hrm what more?, a friend that i just met online lately haven't emailed me since like the 15th and i haven't talked to him since Saturday. well, it's been kinda bored since he's not there to email me. i don't know why but after my high school days, my circle of friends has since shrunk. maybe it's because people change and i'm not up to their changes. it might be also the after effect that showed me how fragile one friendship can be. even after you have put so much faith and trust into the relationship, the other party rather not believe you and instead went against you. that incident totally broke my heart.

now my closest are mates are just a few from university and of course those from my leo club. they have been my best mates since forever. i'm glad i found these people.

hrm, that's weird, why suddenly i'm going all emo yea? i wonder? but seriously i'm in a great need of a good book to fill my (lonely) days and nites. anyone with any suggestion. anyways guys check out my reviews sections soon because i'll be reviewing on a few albums and books.

Of Fairy Tales & Fiction

2007-10-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Sept 16th 2006)

~Ahhhhh~ Finally, i've ended my 1st semester of my 1st year of my bachelor's degree, a sigh of relief finally, but what will be the end result i will not know till later. but what i can say that i am very impressed with my capability to absorb the chinese language so fast. being a total banana at first i now know plenty of chinese characters and i dare say that today's paper (which was my last) is the best one i've ever sat for. i answered everything with so much confidence. if only the same thing can happen to me in all the other paper's as well. looking at the condition i guess i would have to work really really hard to catch back up next semester. if only there is something or someone to really encourage me from some point. i've always told myself, u can do it on your own, but somehow, things didn't really go as planned. hopefully this semester will not repeat again next. someone please save me from this procrastination bug.

now, schools out and the holidays are in. i'm up for a three months break and plans of working and gaining some working experience are all laid out already. and with text books out of mind for the next three it's time for me to submerge myself in piles of exciting and meaningful books. not only that, i will need to hit the theatres soon too! it's been months since i last watched a movie in a cinema. my last movie session was like, i guess "Pirates of The Carribeans" together with Weng Keong and Michelle.

WATCH OUT BOOKS!!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!

since yesterday night, my eyes were glued on the computer screen. no i was not typing anything or what but enjoying my favorite young adult flick of all time, ONE TREE HILL, i would say this is like Beveryly Hills 90210 of my time. It was the last 6 episodes to the latest season. and oh my god! one word, AWESOME. why? coz they featured THE most cutest guy on all land, well other than the ever flaming hot Chad Michael Murray, PETE WENTZ, jeesh he's so sweet and has that shy-guy thing on. god, makes a girl like me melt right straight to her knees.

hahaha, u guys must be wundering who this PETE WENTZ is right? well to u fans of pop-punk out there,Pete is from FALL OUT BOY, they are like one of the hottest acts around. They sound good look good. hahaha i thin my friends are starting to doubt my taste in guys already thinking "geesh, phui yhin has weird taste when it comes to guys". well yes i am different from many. many think that the guys that i find attarctive are NOT but to me im looking for something out of the ordinary. hehehe like pete here...he may seem like a freakishly heavily tattooed gothic guy, but there's something really interesting and attractive about him.

hahaha...its already 2.37am. waiting for a friend actually but it's been half an hour and yet he's not here yet. my eyes are getting tired. well but he's worth a wait at times. he really can makes my day shine brighter and can really lend an ear and a cheeky personality when u need one. anyways. i guess i'm going to stop here. tell u guys more about fall our boy later.

You'll Always Be Remembered

2007-10-10T02:08:00.000-07:00

Precisely 19 years ago, an angel was born to a beautiful family. This angel was then named Shawn. This angel grew up loving books and movies and also appreciating the beautiful things in life. This angel also spread happiness to everyone around him, no matter whether that person is closely related to him or not. But 5 months ago, this little angel went back to heaven to continue the rest of his journey. But i would just want this little angel to know, that he'll be deeply missed by those who loved and cared for him all these years. always and forever. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, angel....

the above paragraph is dedicated to my very BEST-FRIEND, SHAWN YAP, on his 19th Birthday. U'll always be remembered and missed deeply.

"Life is Beautiful"

everything's gonna change now

2007-10-10T02:04:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on August 22nd 2006)

it's been sometime since i last blogged. well sorry to my friends who has access to this webbie. sorry for the lack of update. life has been a wreck since the last entry.

anyways, no worries things changed and i think i'm seeing the brighter side of everything already.

finally the beans are spilled and i've finally know what he really feels. he likes her. i am sad but yet i am happy if he is happy. it is difficult but i'm coping. he said that she might not feel the same but i can see that she likes you. so, don't give up! you can do it! will be behind your back all the way and if you ever need a best friend and a big time annoy time. i'll be there.

since now some truth has been shed i guess it is time for me to try considering someone else. just too bad there ain't someone for me to consider. hahaha. well i'm not saying i'm desperate or anything but i'll definitely consider the next best thing that will happen to me. and hopefully he'll be a great person and someone i can really be with, talk with, laugh with, cry with and sampat with, and supports all my decision and controls me at times when i get too crazee hehehehe. but basically those are just plain expectations. what's important is he can really love me for who i am and whole-heartedly....that's all i want.

i don't need those material things in life. i just need another person in my life to care 4 me and love me. just that simple.

oh yeah eitherways i'm in my last week of schooling for the semester and in another 2 weeks or so will be exams and i should definitely start studying already but i'm not starting on it yet!!!

Layzee layzee me....hehehe oh yeah i need a guy who can tahan with my laziness and procrastination at times also...hahahaha

i think i'm gonna be single for quite sometime...hehehe COOL!

well we should always look at things positively right?

kekekeke

early bird gets its worms

2007-10-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 13th 2006)

Yup, it's only 7.58am and I'm already in front of the laptop blogging away...ON CAMPUS!!!!

This is rare man...Phui Yhin? on campus? 7.58am? when her class is only at 10am?....A standing ovation for the little miss miss....hahahah

*oops* a moment of syiok sendiri there...hahaha

well eitherways like I said, it's really hard to actually see me on campus at such a time. Usually I'll come right in the nick of time.

here so early today coz have some mission to accomplish la. Will be meeting up with some student affairs department people later (pls don't get me wrong, i did not screw up on campus). The reason being that now I'm THE newly elected Dance Club secretary so here i go again with paperwork, paperwork and more paperwork. Well am really happy and glad coz many supported me for the position and PEOPLE PEOPLE....i will do what i've said earlier, I will(together with the new committees) try to make Dance Club one of the most hip and hapnin' club on campus!!! that's my VOW from me to you peeps out there who LOVES dancing very very the mucho....hahahaha

tho feeling very pleased there...but yet this is adds up a notch on phui yhin's stress level chart. Another one thing to worry. Will i be able to pull through all these ar? Well i guess we only cn see about that later when the year ends huh?

It's been a week or so since i last saw him. Wondering what's he doing right now? *Oopz* it's 8.12 in the morn. Most probably getting ready to face the world....well good luck then...well "u'll" probably not hear it but....hrms....

gosh, think just going to stop here...being to naggy is not a good thing la. Anyways i bid a good day to all of you out there...mayb today be another good day to added into another page in another chapter of your life.

Looking Forward

2007-10-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 9th 2006)

Hello again. Back for another update after a very long time.

Life has been quite smooth sailing lately. Things don't turn out as bad as I thought. Instead Everything was falling into place.

I finally caught up in school. I'm back on track officially. Finished all my dued assignments and this week is all about handing up all the work. Though I've finally caught up but yet still not that happy with my achievement so far la. Not that a good. It still needs a lot of hardwork. The system now has even lowered the 1st class markline to 3.5 . So I just have to work a little bit more harder to achieve my dreams of being a 1st class honors student. But things are always easier said than done....so...NOTE TO SELF: Start working your ass ALREADY!!!

Well last week was my 1st meeting as the President of Leo Club of Kuala Lumpur Central. Well, two words, ANXIOUS and HAPPY.

Anxious because I got a feeling in my gut that I'll totally suck in being a President. Being a leader has never been in my league. Ok well, I know the whole head prefect thing happened but do you think I have supportive people like what I'm having now? No Sir-ree...Anyways I am happy to see that many of the club members supported me.*Phew*

And yea, I'm sensing that he is full of stress again. Aihz, what can I do to help? Feel so useless...

Anyways, I guess that's all for now.

Updates....

2007-10-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 5th 2006)

It's been forever since I last posted here, well too much going around la catching up with books assignments, friends, idols, club matters...too many to mention...hehehe...anyways..i'm outta my emo days already hehehe...i guess got to thank JJ for that. After attending his concert that day...hahah like got special effect on me....more semangat to do things already....

alrite back to the update part hrm....

ok well last Saturday was 1st of july and it was the day where i officially take over Kenneth's position as the Club President...ugh feeling the stress already. being the president is like THE most challenging job ever. people will always look up to and sometimes i feel making a mistake is not allowed....i have to close to perfect....i know it's not all that but i will feel like that...it's just me...i'm never confident of myself...i can always see myself doing great things but when abck to reality check? disappointing....ugh....

alrite my uni? not doing too good.....nothing seems to be going in our way,,ugh but still hope will come out with something worth the effort la. i can say that out broadcasting lecturers are generous enough to delay the dateline of the demo tape till next monday...i got another few mre days to perfect my demo....good!

oh yea...i attended the JJ concert and GOD! he's so much mre better looking in real life...had a nice night of great music and great dancing moves....everything was like superb la....hahaha and met with this wan really realy good lookin guy from echo park....he was thr selling d stuffs fr0m echo park and gosh he's so cute cute cute!!!! hahaha but aiya..just a crush....the actual one is you know who lar...hahahaha

oh geesh got loads 2 write but i've been in front of the comp so long that my ass is sweating already so just gona sign out here

Am I ever important?

2007-10-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on June 14th 2006)

I don't know why but this question always pops up when I'm sitting there cruising to a chillin' tune.

So, is my existance ever important or am I just another burden to other people. I feel that in my whole 18 years of life, no one ever made my existance in this world special. I don't really get much attention from parents, except for times when I screw up in my exams. Siblings just use me to get more attention from my parents. Whenever I needed something really important for school or anything my call will never be answered. All I ever get is excuses. While my other siblings can get anything they want or request!~

Friends, I only have a few that can actually listen to me talk rather than most that talks more or should I say bitch more. Some friends only will find me when they need me, most of the time I'm just on their ignore list. Some expect me to follow from point A to point B and treat like I'm their servant or something like that. Ugh...I'm Not A Follower!~

Will I ever find someone that can look at me differently and make me feel important?

*geesh* why am I so emo these 2 days....

Questions...

2007-10-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on June 23rd 2006)

Two entries in a day, it's a miracle. Maybe I'm gaining back my blogging momentum again ain't it?

Eitherways, as days goes by, I think things around me are getting more and more complicated or is it just me who's making things complicated?

Well I guess you might already know where I'm going here...

For those closest to me....you should already know by now who I'm talking about. Yeap. Him. (I don't have to say who is it right? Coz i've forgetten whether i gave him this blog address a not and totally don't want him to know about me falling for him)

Eitherways, I guess finally when I have the chance to get some REAL alone time with him, I blew the it...

University got in the way...it got in the way....

I so want to runaway and grasp that chance after class today, with Flamingo (My bestie) saying she'll look after my back....ugh but reality caught me....I still have mom to pass

Deep inside I just feel so down....

I always tell myself not to be putting so much hope on having a chance with him but at the end of the day I'm still holding on...

Is this true love then...?

Can someone answer me please...

I'm in deep need of answers...

Oh I feel like I'm getting stupider everyday.....

I'm blurred...

And so I'm wondering whether did he get someone else to go with him. Maybe another girl that he has in mind.

Maybe like he told J last time that I'm just like his little sister....that's all, his little sister. Nothing more than that.

I really wonder what is he up to now? What would have happen if I would have went with him?

I guess this two questions will forever remained unanswered....

One way ticket to humiliation-nation

2007-10-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on June 21st 2006)

It's 1.25 in the afternoon and i'm all alone here in the library...blogging away....

currently my heart is beating at a super fast pace and i think it's all ready to jump outta my ribcage and into the nearest toilet bowl it finds...hahaha..well let me explain this [particularly] bizarro happening. Well in like an hour also i will face a bunch of unknown people that will judge me for how i look and how i sound...yesh...i'm attending an audition...but it's not what great audition la...just the utar idol....but that just simply mean that i bought a one way to ticket to total embarassment later....ugh..thinking about it more makes me wanna puke...*blurf*

i don't even know what song i'm going to perform...More Than Words most probably...from Westlife....not the original singer but...hey its a great acapella performance....

there's really a lot of competition..it seems that many joining are already great at singing...

i seriously don't know what i got myself into man!

i freaking shaking here...can't even type the correct words...ugh keep on deleting and retyping and deleting...

what happen if i go in there and go totally blank and yup ended up like Mr.Anderson singing the national anthem...that's freaking downright embarassing!!!!!!

my social status will definitely drop down by 300%...or basically after that i mayb not have a social status at all...

and then i might be voted for clown of the year!!!!! ohhhh....i can't take this anymore....

though i'm writing all these now, at the same time my alter ego is asking me..."why are you so afraid? Everyone is special in their own ways"....that confident side of me....ugh maybe i should switch to that mode....

okay...SWITCHED....

feel loads better thinking this way...really sometimes i feel people who act all nervous and like totally shouting even before the audition i think they are really insecure people...huhuhu...kwok phui yhin you are definitely talking too mucho! SHUT UP....hahaha

eitherways it's not like i'm expecting to strike stardom or anything...just wanna see maybe do i really have the talent to be a performer?...hahahaha

alritey i think i should stop babling already and go take a look back at the lyrics though it's a song that i've been liking since i'm 13 years old.

hahahaha alritey...till my next entree....CHACHIOW!!!!*Bling-bling*

counting down the minutes

2007-10-10T01:49:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on June 19th 2006)

exactly 17 minutes before a real exciting subject with a lecturer with basically no idea where he's going....

ahh...it took me one minute to write that sentence, now down to 16 minutes....

i drove here today...was caught in a slight jam on the LDP but still i reach here fast la...so fast that i have time to come blog for a momento...hehehe

anyways what's up with my life these past few days....hrmmm let's see...

my sis is back from CAT (Kuching) hehehe and yup she brought back some pretty neat stuff for the familee..i got a t-shirt, a key chain and a wrist band...ya know...those traditional wan...really love those...i use to have loads of these kinda wrist bands but ugh me and my disorientated brain always leaving things around ended up all lost already. Swee Kee used to share the same interest in all these wrist bands. Can say that basically we have a lot in common la...books especially. Use to keep each other in touch on what's great and what's not. Well was kinda missing him that day..don't know why but suddenly...hrm...know he's doing great up there with HIM.

oopz 11 minutes left....

well other than that...father's day wasn't such a celebration at all...I can only say that sometimes my dad just don't really appreciate what we do for him. We planned to like as a family go and watch the lantern thingy in Bukit Jalil but he said that it's so late and all...ugh i mean i tried my best, but he doesn't want to and don't appreciate what we have for him..well what can i say it's fine by me. Just don't wanna waste to much time hanging around thinking about what he thinks. He was one of the caused that mom went through an emotional rollercoaster early this year. Anyways don't wanna talk so much about there...

ahhh another 7 minutes...whoop-dee-doo...(*sweat* like i'm so eager to enter that class)

well my assignments are all still at a stand still i dare to say...nothing much done...i just can;t myself moving fast enough....but what can i say life in uni is just like life in in the fast lane...going 140km/h....hahahaha

hrms...movie update...??? that a mucho coz i only watched one movie for the season...CARS...pretty hilarious though but not really entertaining la...kinda mellow only...but seriously in the whole movie the scenery is the best...it's so real...and the view where the lightning and that porche(shit, i forget the name) anyways was looking down from the wheel motel....fuyoh super hebat meh....u can actually see that the canyon has 4 or was it 3? rocks that actually look like the front end of a car....WATCH OUT for it doods....

eitherways, really really want to watch fast and the furious: tokyo drift...not such a drifting fan but...hrm....would like to see the cool cars....

anyways i'm only down with two minutes and should really stop here coz i still have to post this up and then log out and then make my way up 2 floors and enter the class and sit down...hahaha ok better shut up...

till my next entree....chachiow!

It's been sometime

2007-10-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on June 12th 2006)

It has been 4 weeks since my last entree...hehehe coz i'm already in university for the fourth week already....

well loads of stuffz happened in 4 weeks.....

ok of course 1st up...UNIVERSITY....

not much different though compared to the foundation year at KTAR, just that now, there's no more auditorium for lectures just big classes and studying with different people now. Everyone's being designated to different class. To me it's not something bad. At least then you'll have more chance to linger with different people rather than just sticking to your own friend from the previous. I'm just glad all my friends are not as clingy as one. Just because i'm not in the same assignment group as her i'm suddenly labelled as one of them that's kind of going against her. I don't get it, she can do stuffs to people but when people kind of ignore her sometimes, we kind of get the title of a bully... i guess after what's been happening, she still thinks that she's right and she's not going to change for the better. Well anyways...i'll stop bitchin' about others and focus more to my uni life...hahaha

assignments are being threw at us non-stop.One after another and trust me the pile is getting higher and higher. Other than that i cannot help but notice majority of my lecturer's are real...DULL...well they are not bad i mean it's just they don't know how to make learning funner. I know Uni is all about serious-ness and no more honeymoon but...ugh...you should where i'm goin next..don't need to explain to much

A week ago was the Mind Your Language Camp. Jointly organised by my LEO club and the Chung Ching Leos...and OMG it was my best camp ever! the kids there are superb. Though some insist that i'm having more fun than them and some keep asking me...."Phui Yhin, are you drunk?" hahaha..well peepz i'm not drunk...too much sugar intake....that's why i super-dee-dooper-hyper and of course i'm like that coz i wanna hypen u young hearts up! I'm already 19 and yet i seem to have more energy than them...excluding symone, yi wen, siat yee, patrick and his guys who actually sometimes kind of follow i giler....hahaha...and yes like what ken said...i have a hot wire up my ass...jumping around like a crazee chimpanzee!!! hehehe and vanessa have shots of me walking like a penguin too...kekekeke...if i only had a cameraman to follow me around throughout that whole 3dayz 2 nitez stay, i can say that those shots can make a good video assignment...hahaha...wow that was the syiok-kess moments in my whole life...get to work and play with the best people i've known...Willz and Kenn (whoze alwiz there to guide me and Weng Keong), Ali G, Vann, Jessica N Rebecca, Mint, Kel Veen, Esther, Jess, Weng Hong, Sze Ni, Alex "O",MIchelle, and of coz Patrick, Siat Yee and Yi Wen who was our main coordinators from the Raub side....hehehe love u all dam mucho man....hahaha....ohh talking about patrick and yi wen...hahah so funny coz they acted out their mtv and there was this part that they were suppose to "tipu-tipu" kiss but coz yi wen wuz like to faz i guess she actually touched the tip of patrick's nose..or lips...hrmmmm(one eye brow up) hahaha...eitherways it was loads of fun and trust me...2 weeks has gone but i'm still pretty much in the MYLC mood still hahahahaha.....

3rd....World Cup....it is funny right hearing me commenting on world cup knowing that i'm not that of a football fan but hahaha guess what? the bug kind of got me...hehehe actually by going to mamak and watch...let me tell you...the one thing that unites all men around the world and not bothering about any racial or religious discriminancy...it is football...you can see how united and synchronized they are because everytime a team almost shoots and miss a goal DANG! they can actually blurt the same thing at the same time...hahaha...talking about this...it is such a bummer yesterday night because trinidad and tobago lost to england (0-2) *gosh*...so heartbroken...was so goin for trinidad....their defence is good i dare tell you...hehehe

ugh anyways i think i'm taking too much of a time to even put this whole entry together...i think i shudent like cramp all things in one long blog...guaks...so i guess i gonna put a stop here and post another rite after this one..teeheehee

The start of something new

2007-10-10T01:43:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 17th 2006)

I'm so freaking happy. Well my results was not what I predicted. I passed! I passed! This means that I do not have to worry of how to spend 6 month.*teehee*

Well rejoicing together with me is of course my Flamingo (theng fenn), Carmen, Banana, Chuan Pao, Joshy and etc etc etc...

A few of them didn't quite make it.

Anyways, tomorrow will be start of something new! I hope to meet more people and of course I so wanna see all my friends again!!! I hope a lot of them was able to pull through!!!

Ugh...erm...ok Uni's resolution

1. Thou Shall Not Procrastinate Anymore
2. Thou Will Study Towards 1st Class Honours (*blueek* we'll just see)
3. Thou Hope Not To Be Class Rep
4. Thou Will Not Be The Noisy One Anymore
5. Thou Will Pay Super Dooper Attention To Lecturers
6. Thou Will Not Skip Any Classes From Tomorrow Onwards (well exception
for the 2nd of June..going MYLC =P)

I guess that's all? hahaha will add more when i come to think of it =D

MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING SCREWED UP....STARTING FROM TOMORROW

2007-10-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 16th 2006)

LALALALA.....

From tomorrow onwards, my life's going be real fucking screwed up.

Ah! why am I so sure what's going to happen ?

You are not psychic are you?

Nope. Psychic I am not...just being really predictable.

In another 12 hours (I guess) my results going to be announced. Ugh i can smell my death bed from here.

So what am I going to do for six months?

AAAAAAARGGGGHHHHH....I don't wanna think about it!!!!!!!

Anyways was just here to lepaskan my geram-ness...

Oh...I got a hair cut..What you think?

Only a few days away

2007-10-10T01:33:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on may 14th 2006)

Only a few days away from judgement day.

The day that determines whether can I make it succesfully into university or not?

Gosh! I cannot take this anymore. The pressure's taking it's toll on me. The thoughts of being educational-less for 6 months is unbearable.

Many will say,"Oh 6 months...go get a job". I know this sounds ridiculous but I'm not a person who cannot do that. I might be so tempted by the money I'm making then I will have no determination to get back to my education life. Yes, I'm easily distracted.

6 months, plans of going over to UK to start all over is there. But I have a commitment that I've pledged over the years and that is to my LEO club. Being elected as the next upcoming president I cannot just leave whenever I want? I wouldn't want to do that either. My passion and my love for it is there. Being in this organisation meant so much to me. Through the years, it is through this organisation I've learnt about so much stuffs and met incredible people.

Oh! how wish I could stop all this nonsense thinking.

Anyways today's Mother's Day. Happy Mum's Day, Mum. Though sometimes your a real nag...hahaha will always love you!

Lately

2007-10-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 3rd 2006)

I love blogging.

I started even before my sis find what found what fun it is to blog. But all I can say lately is that i can't really blog anymore. I don't know why. I tend to find it difficult to spill here.

But still, I'll try.

Why, lately things been kind of screwed up at times and fun at times.

Lately, I lost someone who once played an important part in my life.Though it is only for 3 short months, it was the most beautiful moments of my life. All I can say now that he is happy with to be with the LORD now.

Lately, I've finished completing my foundation level of study. After one year of so called tertiery education learned and experienced alot. Learned a different way of studying, met people that left sweet memories in my heart and some, left scars. But anyways, all I can say is that friends to me are like the lost treasures to Jack Sparrow. No matter what they do. I'll try to forgive and forget. Eventhough it hurts really bad on the inside, I'll never shrug them off.

Lately, the romance side of my life is kind of mixed up. Certain desperados coming up to me saying that they want me to be their girl.For me, I'm not someone that says yes to any tom, dick and harry. Yeah, I admit of being jealous at times when i see people my age having someone that cared and love them so much and someone to pamper you but what I really want is someone whom I love and with hopes that he'll love me back not just getting hooked up due to peer pressure.

Lately, I've been putting on weight too. TeeHee. Well, Aunt Joanne's back from UK and so she's kind of on a shopping spree and makan spree too. Aunt Joanne been's real sweet showering me and sis with loads of pretty clothes.

Lately, I've been a couch potato too. Watching loads of DVDs on the comp and movie marathon on Astro too. Basically because I'm having my holidays now.Waiting for my results before i can proceed to university.

Well i guess I'll stop here for now. Will like to get back to my book, Weekend In Paris.