total screw up

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on Aug 5th 2007)

Realise how my previous just end abruptly?
Well guess what? It ended that way because that was how half my life ended just this past Tuesday.

I LOST MY LAPTOP....to some fucking bitches who broke into my car.
Crap and i don't know why I even forgot about my laptop.

How great is that?

Now I'm all messed up. My precious informations in my comp. Darn. If i ever go back near that place i'm really afraid that i might just grab a stick and whack the nuts outta that fella that i think he did it.

NOW, i'm getting the cold and silent treatment from my family. Haihz what to do, i live in a family where the middle child seems to be always the root to all problems. I sometimes feel like those kids who are just given material love but not really true love. Was never really praised when doing well academically and smething which i love but instead always getting cold comments. Screw ups, and I will be treated this way.

Writing this brings tears to my eyes. But blaming them is no use...99% was my fault for forgetting and leaving IT behind.

Makes me wonder too...am i cut it for this industry?

the beginning to the end of my life

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 27th 2007)

Crap, today marks the beginning to the end of my life. I'm *ehem* (people please excuse me for the language that I'm about to use) fuckin' screwed up already. Today will be the first day of my groups's music video shoot and things ain't going as smoothly as I thought and imagine it will be.

Again, I think all these is due to my own fault again. I don't know why i just can't stop blaming myself when things go wrong. No matter how i look at the issue i kinda think that i'm the main screw up.

I'm now waiting, for my group members to come. Well one came, Phoebe. Hrm now make that 2.

A Slump is bad enough....now a coffee addict???

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 20th 2007)

Ahah..for once i don't need to blog about how long since i last blogged.

Currently sitting at my regular Wi-Fi spot in Uni for 4 hours straight already ( erm well with the occasional walking around ) and that's one of the reasons why my ass is starting to "form its own website" (quoted from the movie "Bring It On"). Class will be on in abother half an hours. Communication Theories. "Fun" subject. Nice lecturer but then i don't why i can't seem to keep myself awake especially this afternoon class. The morning ones on tuesdays I happily "digest" all the information fed but this one...Ugh.

I have a confession to make people!

I'm an addict! I can't help it.....I'm...I'm....I'm....a coffee addict!
Har Har Har....

Hey it's not good okay...It stains your pearly whites (teeth if you got brain block and wondering what's that...) especially for me it's hurting....I just got my braces off. I have nice teeth now.

Ahah... Back to coffee. I need one every morning at least. I can go up to 5 cups a day if I'm really frustrsted. No wonder starbucks is getting richer every minute thanks to coffee-drinking human like me. But from time to time...that 3 bucks coffee from Old Town Kopitiam or that RM 1.50 cup of iced coffee from the makan shop is nice too.

AHHHH~ talking about it makes me wanna go get another cuppa from the cafe.

Anyways, tonight will be heading down to Bojangles in Hartamas to catch Mable's. Well one's a Mable's fan always a Mable's fan. Don't care old skool ke tak old skool ~Tee hee~

At the same time, it's (plus-minus) 32 hours to UTAR BALL. I was totally freaking out about the mask yesterday and wasted like 6 bucks for parking and bought nuts! and going through a moment of trauma cause i can't find my car! Geesh..stress like mad. But in the evening thanx to Carmen's help rushed to Times Square and got it! Will show you guys all about the ball when it's over. Will take loads of pic.

But i will have to stop crapping for the moment and get my ass to class. Pray hard i don't fall asleep again.

Hear me out in my next entry and yeah chech out the Nur Fatima - Tiada Ertinya video that i just uploaded. Real cool with snippets from gol & gincu. =)

Love
~LynZie~

Damn, It's Disastruous

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 15th 2007)

Ohhhkay....that's crappee. Wundering why so many sad smileys?

This must be a joke on me. My 2 years worth of songs, all just "poofed" from my mp3.

2 years!!!!.....2 (long) years of searching and getting those songs and in a blink of an eye..everything kapooted!

why?...why? do this to me....?????

okay..let's just stop the complaining n wailing and start seraching agn.....=P

(wow, my mood do changes dam fast eh?)=P

cruised thru...but not with flying colors lar....

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on May 11th 2007)

wah...look at the number of smileys...banyak betul kan? well that explains basically how i feel rite now...rite at this moment....why ar?

I PASSED ALL MY FINAL PAPER!!!!!!!!!

oh so happy...thank god so much for looking after me!

now i don;t have to worry about re-sitting for any paper and spend un-necessary money for the supplementary paper. mentang-mentang hari tu, i hilang my retainer have to fork out 250 bux to replace it. DAMN! getting braces really is one hard thing.

look at how i can divert from one issue to another? hahaha

but anyways today is the best of of my life...so far.

NOTHING CAN STOP ME!!!!!

Just now Jon came up to me and ask me to be part of his team in running for student president. He got my full support. Well i thought of running also lar but then hoh, i have crappy working habit and i think i better just keep myself to being a follower rather than a leader.

Nothing ever comes my way whenever i'm leader. TROUBLE finds me easily when i'm leader. So kinda paranoia sikit.

Okay, starting to sound a bit crappy. Better shut up for now.