the beginning to the end of my life

(originally posted on http://phuiyhin26.multiply.com on July 27th 2007)

Crap, today marks the beginning to the end of my life. I'm *ehem* (people please excuse me for the language that I'm about to use) fuckin' screwed up already. Today will be the first day of my groups's music video shoot and things ain't going as smoothly as I thought and imagine it will be.

Again, I think all these is due to my own fault again. I don't know why i just can't stop blaming myself when things go wrong. No matter how i look at the issue i kinda think that i'm the main screw up.

I'm now waiting, for my group members to come. Well one came, Phoebe. Hrm now make that 2.